Thoughts in my head

I miss you so much
As I think and start to cry
I ponder of the ways to die
I could cut myself and bleed to death
But it’s to hard and such a mess
I could shoot myself to end this game
It be easier to feel no pain
I could hang myself just kick and gag
Or stick my head in a plastic bag
I could suffocate to end this game
It doesn’t matter how I die
When I’m dead it’s all the same
I’m sorry this didn’t go so well
But ill kill myself to end my pain
It doesn’t matter that ill go to hell
With what I did I might as well
I’m sorry that it hurt you so much
And I’m sorry that I wasn’t there
I can’t let go I wouldn’t dare
Even if it means eternal pain
Ill stick with you and your game
We didn’t last not for us
So for me to die is a must
Ill end my life so you can know
How much ill really miss you so
I shoot myself to end my pain
So goodbye to you and your game