I lost you

This is just about the man I new all my life. Ever since I was 6, we stuck together for 17 years…and our life together was taken away as a result of the September 11, in 2001
I sleep again
the shadows creep up on me
hide under my blankets
wishing you were beside me
I’m awake again
but I don’t feel alive
life plays before me
like a black and white film
I don’t want to look back
but I do anyway
your never coming home
the past cannot change
a knife to my wrist
and rope to my neck
a gun to my head
one final step

and I can end it all

By kaylee k
Published: 9/1/2005

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