A Secert Life

I want to die but then think of what to live for. But I die by mistake and all is lost…
A secret in the house
held from everyone
can’t get out
suffocating
bleeding from my cuts

No one was home
I was all alone
just like I’ve always been
locked myself inside
can’t turn back
I lost the key

I think of life
and what will happen when I’m gone
I daydream
see my parents splitting up
see them dying of grief
seeing the friends I have
go suicidal
the one I hate partying
my ex
also partying

I realize what I’ve done
if I die
the good have lost
the evil will win
I don’t want to die

But the key is gone
the door is locked
no one there to help
I’m dying
against my will

I’m an angel now
watching over everything

I see my parents splitting up
I see them dying of grief
I’m seeing the friends I have
go suicidal
the one I hate partying
my ex
also partying

A secret life a secret death
breaks apart

By Jennifer Walker
Published: 8/23/2006

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