Death & my first chance to rest

Blood drip,
Stop the pain,
Mind go crazy,
Make me feel seine,
Heart stop,
Brain freeze,
The feeling I like,
Blood runs out with ease,
Fingers frigid,
Hands shake,
Have no energy,
But I’m still awake,
Bad dreams,
Wonderful nightmares,
Abuse everywhere
Makes you feel everyone cares,
Eyes wide awake,
Eyes slowly shut,
Feeling so healthy,
With pains in my gut,
Voice deep,
Melody so high,
Have no wings,
But in ready to fly...