"Y do you hate me so"

Every night I lie in bed,
While trying to sleep,
I think of all the things you said,
Why do you hate me so........!

You never used to be like how you are,
Now you never speak to me,
And the things you always say are too far,
Why do you hate me so........!

Everything was good,
All was fine,
Now when i see you, you act like you’re not in the mood,
Why do you hate me so........!

I'm sitting here now writing this,
Thinking what to do next,
My life such is a fucked up mess,
Why do you hate me so........!

Know one understands how I really feel,
Every one thinks I should just get over you,
I know what to do next I'll get something that you find wrapped around a reel,
Why do you hate me so........!

Sitting here thinking if there's any point in life,
I can't think of any reasons,
I'll just go grab a knife,
Why do you hate me so........!

I've done it before it shouldn't be hard,
Just take the knife and slit,
If my mum finds out she'll probably get a f*****g body guard,
Why do you hate me so........!

I'm doing this because of you,
You hurt me so much, why did u do it to me,
If I told you this you'd just laugh, but I love you,
Why do you hate me so........!

You told me you loved me,
But I guess it was just a lie,
You just told me that so that you could shag me,
Why do you hate me so........!

After everything that happened between us,
After everything you put me through,
When I see people all loved up I so wish it was us,
Why do you hate me so........!

You go out with that bitch,
Someone always spoils everything,
Remember the plans we had, about us being rich,
Why do you hate me so........!

Now these are going to be my last words!
But it's something you'll never know!

I love you sooooo much why did I ever let you go,
But you just don't care,
Not even if I was dead, but last of all I want to say!

You will never read this in your life, and what I feel will never show!

But tell me why?

"Why do you hate me so?"

By becca black
Published: 8/16/2005
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I think you’re total f****d up and your poem is too depressing!
I know exactly how you feel and that my poem has expressed a lot of feeling in it
It made me want to cry! It’s depressing but great!
I feel happy because you’re going through what I am going through
I need a psychologist!
Brilliant poem you should publish it
Drags on a little too much
Great! Loved it! Made me cry though
I want to kill myself now
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