Intoxicated Love

Poison runs through my veins
It burns, it stings, hell it hurts
I'm so damn fucked up
I blame you
Little by little, you were killing me inside
Until, no longer, could I take the pain
So I took the beautiful, beautiful blade
It ran across my wrists so smoothly
I barely felt the blood work its way from my wrists to the floor
It was like ecstasy
Everything, you, my agony, just bled away
And when no more blood could spew I was left lying in a crimson red puddle.....
I felt happy, for the first time...like before I met you
Like before everything sucked
Now everytime you, or just plain life gets me down,
I break out the small, sharp, shiny,
Gorgeous piece of metal.....and it works its magic
Each time I wish the pain won't come back
But inside I know it always will
Because I’m intoxicated with poison...and it bares the name, of you