~~~Pushing Myself Away~~~

So what...I知 pushing myself down a hole.
I've lied to you
the same way I always do
this is my last smile
that I値l fake for you
this sacrifice that,
being alive with shadows
everything has to end now
I have to watch it all unwind
never knowing
why I never walked away
why I left myself this way.
your testing me
now your hurt,
I値l push myself away
to insure you値l be okay.

By Rochelle Frechette
Published: 7/11/2006
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