***Watching You***

I watch you hold her hand
I watch you hug her tight
I watch you kiss her lips
and as I stare you life flashes by
the baby
the marriage
the life you’ll spend together

I cry and cry
and watch the sorrows
fall down my face
I’m the one who made your life good
the one that brought you happiness
the one you knew
long long ago

I’ll never be yours
you probably don’t remember
what we had
I remember when suicide
was nothing
but something I laughed at
but now its on my mind

Because of you
I have no will to live