Never Say It

I told I would never say it
It would hurt to bad to say
It would not be what I wanted to feel
It would just make things go bad
It was hard to feel for you
It was so hard to say to you
It wasn’t something I wanted to happen
You told me it was ok
You told me I could say it
You told me it will not hurt
That it was a good thing
It’s something I would want
You told me when it happen
That I would be so happy
You told me it’s ok to love
And that you wanted me to
As you got this into my head
I let go and stop my thought
I said it to you and meant it
I let myself fell it and really did
It didn’t make it so bad
I really did feel happy
But you messed it you
You told me the same thing
You said you love me
But really you didn’t
Cause you made my thoughts
Come back
I known it was too good
It was true
Love does hurt and you do to
It’s not something I wanted to say
But I did just for you
And it hurt
Never again will I say it
I will not let myself feel it again
It hurts too much
I told you I would never say it