Black Tears

I left because you didn't need to see
I left because you never wanted to see
Please don't come after me
This is not what you want to hear
I cry because I'm hurt
I can't hide the truth
I have this curse and it's not going to leave
I can't hold back my tears
As the slide down my pinkened cheeks
Then when Gabby wipes them away
All I see is black
My black tears tell an unforgivable truth
About me and you
I hate this
I hate this curse
I hate this feeling that I'm going to burst
No one can know
Because then I know they will all leave
They'll say that I'm f****d up
And then walk away
Gosh, I thought they were here for me
Why did I believe them?
I can't shake this feeling
Of misbelieve
I'm trembling
I'm covering my face
I can't go away
Only ten more minutes
Will I make it?
I don't think so.