Nothing

I wrote this because I hate regularity, and everything always feeling the same- pretty much its all pain...
Have you ever been so mad, that all you do is cry?
Do you wonder if the whole world can see how you feel on the inside?
Have you ever thought that your special someone wants you out of their life?

My mind feels so much pain and strife that, at times,
I have wanted to die; but i change my mind, longing for the bright side.
You haven't felt anything so bad until you know what pain is like.
Weeping long into the night and knowing the pain will never subside, makes living nothing but a lie.

Have you ever felt like you're nothing?
Have you ever felt like you're just, continuously bleeding?
Does it seem like there's something you're not seeing?
Wondering if it's just you, or is there really something missing?

Wishing for a life of love, not screaming,
but I’ll wait forever because I’m stuck in misery.
   By Amanda Ferguson
Published: 5/11/2006
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