At the end of a day !!

Anything, which happens first time in our life, is always pungent learning for us. It changes our environment where our heart and mind live.

First love, first friendship, first meeting, first kiss or first sex. In similar ways first controversy, first hatred, first opposition, first combat or first death draws a deep impact in our mind, which creates turns in our life.

Nobody of us wishes to be wicked. Still we surrender ourselves to evil.

When I start from everything as ‘ First’ means to start walking on either of two ways. One leads to God & another to Evil.

We have created our own dictionary. There is no relation of this dictionary to either of parties.

You can say even God & Evil as two words of our own dictionary. In 22 years of my lifetime, I have just defined two words – positive & negative. Rests are synonyms.

Take an example. One of my classmates hates me & tried to fight with me. He blooded me. He teased me a lot also. Is there anything to feel of shame? Some will say " Oh! He is unable to fight also. He is not a man." Suppose I gather my people and again fight with him. Tell me what so great am I doing?

M K Gandhi walked on a way, which was really tough. So many Indians died to make their country free. Britain soldiers believed in violence. Gandhi believed in non-violence although the power was in hand of soldiers. Were Indians unable to fight? What did we get from two dangerous world wars? Piece of land where we can bury our people bodies who were died in wars. Or anything more?

I felt never shame of my insult. But I do if I insult someone. Our 80 % strength is hidden in our mind. Rest 20 % can be seen in bodies. Weapons & combat leads us to evil. I am not a powerful by destroying world but by making it more prosperous & peaceful.

I am really not against to any particular country. USA gets success in getting Iraq free from evil power of Saddam Hussain. But it has not shown its power yet. Where is prosperity & peace in such countries yet? Earning money or land piece is not prosperity. Peace of mind & heart is really prosperity.

How is it if everyone starts change inner self first? Doc Childre says, " The most acute social priority is for individuals to clean up their own mental and emotional messes." Why is all trapped under unhappiness? Can you say that you are without any pain?

We are trapped under resentment, anger, frustration, worry and disappointment. "These are all negative emotional states, justified or not, take a toll on your heart, brain and body. Don't let justified emotions rob your health and well being" said Doc Chidre.

Our life is a mixture of difficulties, pain, frustration, and hatred with love, hope, opportunities and satisfaction. I just lost my mind when I was insulted by evil without any reason. I have hardly faced any financial problems in my early fifteen years.

What so bad If I faced them for last two years and lived like any penny-pinching person! Difficulties come to teach us the value of satisfaction & opportunities. We understand either of God & Evil only when we face both.

Isak Dinesen experienced "Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever."

How to face pain? Simple answer – how did you enjoy pleasure?

Chuang Tzu said, "Flow with whatever is happening and let your mind be free. Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate."

In similar situations people start looking for some good people (again dictionary word.) to bless us. In opposite situation, someone curses us also.

Emmet Fox said on bless & curse, "Bless a thing and it will bless you. Curse it and it will curse you...If you bless a situation, it has no power to hurt you, and even if it is troublesome for a time, it will gradually fade out, if you sincerely bless it."

Use your 80 % of power here. I have seen many healthy persons getting suicide. Because their 80 % of inside power is least. They look strong from body. But that is only our illusion.

As I said earlier there are two things according to me in this world " God & Evil" or " Positive & Negative".

To bless yourself and the world, you need to walk towards God with all its synonyms. To curse yourself and the world, you need to move steps towards Evil & its entire means.

Difficulties are evil tricks to get you walk on his way. Use your positive force hidden inside you and stay on right path without surrendering to means of evil and wait for new rise of Sun.

Love, Hope & opportunities will take you away from a junction towards God.

Early Quote

" When you have compassion and surrender to your own heart, you are surrendering to the hidden power in your heart, God.

You are surrendering to love, because God is Love, the cohesive force of the universe that connects us all.

Surrender is not just a religious concept; it's a power tool for listening to the voice of your spirit and following its directions. When you surrender your head to your heart, you allow your heart to give you a wider, higher intelligence perspective. Remember the phrase, "The real teacher is within you." Very simply, that teacher is to be found in the common sense of your own heart. - Sara Paddison, Hidden Power of the Heart