A Maze Of Sleep And Thoughts

The sudden stare to find pain.
The wondering thoughts of you and me...
But wait there is no you.
Only me, here all alone.
For some apparent reason I’m not content,
I find myself wanting more.
But isn't that what everyone wants??
I start to stare off, in a never ending gaze.
A never ending sleep.....
Do I want to wake?
Or is it safer to just be?
May I get hurt?
Why ask questions?
If we never get straight answers.....
When we start to walk we fall!
When we run we fall!
When we get old and can't walk we fall!
Is there someone to help along the way?
Because no matter how hard you try
you just can't deny that we need help.
Someone to make mistakes along your side,
to help one another.
But everything comes with risks!
God there's no way to be safe!!
Someone always gets hurt!!!
Why?? I should just stay away from all!
To insure no pain comes from me!
......but ....it...wouldn't...matter.....
others will make mistakes.
And end up hurting them..... ...... ............ ............heh.........
god started us as equal and perfect.....
But one made a mistake.
And hurt us all!!!!!
.......now someone caused me pain...
A pain so intense and hurtful...
that it will leave a scar!
I try so hard to let it go away....but no!
It had to stay!!!
It made me hurt so painfully that you may think
someone pierced my heart so deep inside that I would start to bleed
....that it would never end and soon have a lake full of hate and pain.
But as I was told...
Another lesson learned.
Prepare for far worst.
This is just the beginning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!