I Greet Death With Open Arms

Yes pain engulf me
watch me watch me die

I stand there on the tracks
with my arms open
and smiling because death is near

People ask me how I am
I say okay
but inside I’m dead

I’ve wished to be dead for years
yes I know I’m depressed
and a bit suicidal

But think if I’m writing this
do you really think that I care

Which is I don't
so watch me stand
watch me die

Watch me die with a smile on my face
Leave me alone because I’m dying
and believe it or not
but I’ve finally found happiness and peace