Broken Hearted Forever

Every thought running threw my head
I can’t stop them
To much to handle

But it all happened so fast
I thought too much
My mind got cluttered

Unable to function
Without a thought of you in my head

Every time I think of you
It’s like a slow knife in my heart
Drawing blood slowly
A screaming pain
I can’t hide from

I dread the day I have to talk to you
Pretending everything you did was nothing

It’s all so frustrating
You hurt me so well
So fast

I tried to move on
To forget anything that happened
But you worked your self back into my life

My tears slowly run down y face
I slowly block everything that happens out
I see it happening before me
I stand back and let it happen

I have no strength to say I love you no more
Because I still love you
I wish I didn’t

I think back to my child hood
And force my self to think it was happy
But then I remember all the hurtful things that happened
And don’t want to go back to that