Confuse

I’ve been in love so many times
So you may be tired of hearing these lines
"Oh… I’m in love with him"
Or of my often daydreaming

Perhaps because in my current age
That’s how my colleagues and me range
The only difference is how I fall
The way my heart seems to stroll

My heart is really hard to interpret
There are lots of traps it often sets
It often makes me act like a fool
Letting me play games of silly rules

Just when I thought I love someone
Then I’ll realize I love another one
Others say it may be infatuation
Coz this is often times my situation

But though I’m confused with what I feel
Deep in my heart I know they’re real
And so it hurts, as I can’t love all
Because to them it’s inequitable

But what can I do?
It’s not my choice and I’m hurt too
And who wants to love lots of men
If having one true love, you actually can

I tried many things to change my faith
But I end up to a more confusing state
And now I’m helpless, what should I do?
It’s hard to analyze what’s true

What keeps me going is a little hope
That I’ll get over this or learn to cope
Or perhaps when I find my destiny
I’ll have the power to change reality