Birds of a feather? Or opposites attract?

As a teenager, I have every right to experiment, so if that means taking drugs, drinking, and getting with random guys, so what right have my friends to judge me? They do it all too, just for some reason, I'm the worst! There is absolutely no evidence of this, it's just they know I'm good at smoking hash, and being drunk, so any little bad moment I have and they bring it up all the time!

And then when I get with a guy I get slagged non~stop until the next guy, but they just call me easy or whatever because they never strike up little flings, so maybe they're just jealous! It's just really aggravating and half the time I consider becoming one of those good girls, who doesn't drink or do drugs, and gets 'high on life' and meets nice boys who she gets to know as friends before kissing or any of that, but that just doesn't suit me! I don't know, I just want to get this off my chest, it's not as though I hate my friends, they're the greatest friends in the world, it's just we have very different ideals, they believe in doing the right thing and making plans and being mature, whereas I believe in having fun no matter what, going with your gut feeling, and acting any age you feel! Some of my male friends sort of have similar ideals, but don't act upon them as much as I do, so maybe they're all just jealous because I seem to be having the most fun! And I do have fun! So complaining may be stupid, but I just wish they could all just leave me be, so I can do what I want and I'll let them do the same!