Pain

I wrote this one last night. It's about how I wish that I could stop crying and feeling sad all the time. I wished that I could end it all.
It hurts in my heart to know that you can never love me.
I wish I could end the pain
But I don’t want Mum to cry anymore.
I want to escape
From the life I live here on Earth.
I want to die.
Would you really miss me?
Would you care if I was gone?
I asked myself
If I would miss an ugly little monster.
I wouldn’t.
As I cry these tears of blood,
I say goodbye.
Goodbye, cruel world.
Goodbye, people who despise me.
Goodbye, Ian.
May you all
Find true happiness.
The happiness
That I once felt
But could never find again.

By Straitjacket Jade
Published: 3/30/2006 		Your Contributions: Tell us a Poem! You don't have to be a Buzzle.com author to contribute to Poetry Bee. Submit a poem of your own right now!
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