Amnesia Within Him

Amnesia has taken the life I once desired, if only it would take the pain the pain and strife that lives within me;
where is the joy within my life, escaping me without knowledge until I realized I as gone, left empty with only memory's of what use to be;
words spoken consume the content in my head, words I try so hard to forget as they cause me physical pain; for they hide in the darkened shadows in the recession of my mind refusing to give back the life I once lived; until I leave this life they descend upon me like the night,
concealing them in the darkest places without light, unable to project them coming from all directions; hatred consumes his every spoken word, intentions of killing the life that lives within you, evilness creeps deep within his soul as satin has consumed the human I once knew; for the life of his childhood that haunts his soul; has
stolen his ability to live the life as a free man
it doesn't have to be this way, if only he loved the inner child within himself, he could be enamored of the man he has grown to be; death of this marriage is destine to be, this life ends and
a new life begins, the shadows are left behind in a life without him;