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Some depressing sh**...
I have no idea what's going on in my life.
I thought I had control over everything but I’m beginning to realize I have control over nothing.
Being 15 you still have to listen to your parents and basically anyone older than you. Sometimes I just want to disappear so I don't have to deal with any of this crap anymore. I cut myself because I know that is the one thing I can control.
Everything I’m feeling makes me want to do it more.
No one will ever understand how I feel and I don't think they would want to.
They are all so happy and think that they are just so frickin great but then they look at me and feel sad.
It's like get over it, I have.
I've realized I have nothing left to live for and this whole world is just a huge black hole waiting to suck me in!

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   By katie Saula
Published: 12/23/2005
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