Why Me?

Sometimes when friends can't stop the lies
and crushes only say goodbye
people start to do mean things
and I just sit there with broken wings
I hate that he can't hear me still
and I feel like I'm only going uphill
I don't want to cry
cuz everyone tells by the blink of an eye
I feel so unloved
and so shoved
into the mudd
with all my blood
from my tears
I've been falling down stairs
I can't stop the feeling
I'm looking up at the ceiling
I wish this would end
cuz nothing will mend
my broken heart
I'm not black art
although some can't even start
becuz I just fall apart