The Warning

The more I think, the more I do,
The more I convince myself (know) that,
This will never work out.

I’m never doing anything,
Never asleep, never awake,
Since I find out my life was a lie.

Stone me dead, shoot me down,
Hate me everlasting poison,
Don’t speak to me, I’m not worth that.

I want you to say that I’m right,
When I know I’m wrong,
I’m the great undeniable waste of humanities space.

If you like me that’s great; if you don’t,
Don’t waste your breathe on me,
I’m not worth that second of love you wrongly showed me.

I am ugly; beauty, that’s what you are in me,
I really want to get this record straight,
Never love me again!

The more I feel, the more I fear,
The more I love you, the more I hear,
The words You say "Why don’t you just die?"

Sometimes it’s easier to throw out,
The trash that I am than to,
Kiss me one more time.

As the pain of my lack of love goes on,
I don’t think I will make it in the end,
Cause you never liked me for one second.