I Thought That It Was Over

I thought I was done with all this pain but I’m not…this f*****g sucks…
I thought the pain was over
I thought your game was done
But now that I’m not sober
I find it’s just begun
I think that I mite make it
Through this pain and misery
Maybe I can take it
And someday become free
Then there’s always that small part
That maybe I’m not right
Losing from the start
Living my final night
I’m not sure if I’ll live through
This painful part in life
But there’s something I can do
I can grab the knife
To help me cease the pain
Cutting my wrist so slow
It’s driving me insane
The pain you’ll never know
As my arm goes numb
I will slowly die
My life here is done
As I let out my last cry
As I dearly depart
Walking towards the light
I remember the start
And all those beautiful nights
Here comes the over whelming pain
That kills me ever so slow
It drives me insane
Knowing you have to go
Maybe it will help me
Finally get over you
Maybe then ill see
Leavings what to do
So again I head into the light
Leaving my place on earth
I’m leaving here this night
But just for what its worth
I’ll say before I die
My love for you was true
And now I say goodbye
For there was nothing left to do

By ed nosal
Published: 11/19/2005
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