Not Normal

Do you know wat its like to sit there in the dark crying bcuz noone cares
to go each day laughing and smiling then go home and cry yourself to sleep
Do you know wat its like to shcke becuz your afraid
to sleep and not be really loved by your own parents?
to sit their feeling dead inside of you!
Do you know wat its like to have ppl go by you laugh or give a devil look
to be the one loved but most of all unloved?
Do you know wat its like to think someone loves you when their faking it all
to sit their crying becuz your not perfect
you don't? well she dose....
in memory...