Lost Control

I realize I have lost control
Of feelings I hold for you
I know that I love you
And there’s nothing I can do
I can’t help but feel
That we have come to a demise
It’s really no big deal
But I can see it in your eyes
I can’t help but think
I’m playing the same old game
If I were to be right
Then the end will be the same
Now I don’t want to fight
There’s no point in trying
If I’m still here crying
I have to accept the fact
That nothing will be the same
I just wish you could tell me that
Instead of continuing your game
I want to still be your friend
Maybe soon my heart will mend
Ill be alright after all
Everyone gets up when they fall
I can’t be weak, I will stay strong
But it hurts to know
My love will stay when you’re gone
I don’t know why my mind is set
Or why it’s you I can’t forget
The pain is back, its back again
It hurts more then it did back then
Please don’t start to lie to me
Just tell me the truth and let me be
No matter what you do or say
My love for you will always stay
Just tell me the truth and go away
You can leave me here to die today
I don’t care if I live or die
As long as I no longer cry
Then I can be satisfied
I won’t kill myself
Ill be alright
I just might not sleep tonight
Who cares about the way I feel
Don’t worry bout me its no big deal
After all, everyone gets up when they fall