| Name |
Views and Comments | Date |
| uncomfortable |
oh and just by the way...i have this thing...when i eat normally and not vomit, but still be carefull with quality and quantity of intake i can get moody and feel i need more than i really do. When i eat and vomit i dont feel as hungry as i would if i had eaten...its really wierd..I hate to be moody, angressive, defensive, but that what i become when i go on a resticted diet...Im happy and fine though when im left alone to eat and puke and then later go socialize... argghhh...how wierd and annoying...that why i think i cant stop vomiting and start to do a proper diet |
5/6/2009 |
| uncomfortable |
last summer i would purge only once eaten a meal with company and the be out and about during the day burning off loads...i lost 20pounds and i was finally skinny. Then christmas came and id eat and wouldnt purge as often because it was acumulating on my body...little did i know that in a short an~mount of time it would catch up with me...so ñow im back to vomiting.. In the morning i have fruit and at night i have some veggies and a lean protein...but all during the afternoon i sit and eat and purge constantly... I eat so much i take about an hour to eat and the half an our of sitting and jumping to get a perfect purging constitution...thats like almost 2 hours oits been in my...some of the food is brocken up, but lots is sytill fully whole...Now, Im not loosing weight! I havent regained my slimness! My shafting thighs are killing me! Do you think im waiting to long or i just need to start exercising or what? please i feel disgustingly horrible, i need some opinions! |
5/6/2009 |
| Yesenia |
YEAH if you trow up you just gain the weight back any who, healthier way is to do it the natural way .
Obviously to loss weight your body has to eat a lot more. believe it or not if you eat less then 400 calories your body will go to shut down mode .
Because your body is worried that your going to starve it ,then it stops your weight where is at. So if you truly wanna loss weight eat smaller meal spread them thru out the day and your body will naturally loss weight.
The trick is to eat smaller meals and more often cut out sugar . As well as nutricious meals like apples and carrots and such.stop eating after seven and you will see the difference. Yesi |
4/23/2009 |
| TheWhiteGirl |
I'm 5'8 and 195 i have love handles that are disgusting! i hate my tire thing going one.. Everyone tells me how pretty I would look if I lost at least like 30 pounds.. I lowered down on what i ate and drank about a gallon of water a day... I eat TV dinners because I know how may calories are in them...they're gross but.. I know how much is going in me.. each of them aren't higher then 400 calories...I ate three a day and drank water and diet green tea... NO SODA! I dance for about thirty mins. .. I cant dance but, I sweat...and I walk mostly everywhere... it releases stress...
But... I want to loose weight a lot faster then I am.. I'm a size 11... I want to be back down to size 7 and weigh 160 pounds... I want to learn out to throw up my food and lose like 5 pounds a week or something even a pound would work... Cause I stopped loosing weight and I'm starting to feel like im ugly...Please... Please help me...germany_girl12_13 at hotmail . com (it wont let me put my e-mail...)
...teach me how to throw up... it sounds dumb... but please help... |
4/20/2009 |
| ginger |
all you guys are lazy and wanting a quick fix. vomiting isnt the way forward. you lose vital vitamins. Try the body trim diet available on line its fantastic i lost 11 pounds in a week, no starvation and no vomiting minimal excersise to. walking everyday. give it a go! |
4/7/2009 |
| Nicky |
Hey, i need some help, i've been trying to loose weight now for a really long time but it just doesn't seem to work. Right now, this option really seems like a good one, but i need some advise, cause i have no idea how to do this. How much weight do you loose in how much time ? Or does it depend ? How exactly do you do it ? Millions of questions, it anyone want to help, please add me lilmiznicky at hotmail . com or my aim lilmizcullen |
3/24/2009 |
| Blahh |
use a toothbrush and when you gag dont pull it out stick it in farther i usually gag twice b4 i throw up |
3/24/2009 |
| d.h. |
I am a guy im 15 and just started how much should i throw up a day like mabye 2-3 times... |
3/17/2009 |
| fatsarah |
I'm older than most bulimics and it has been hard for me to loose weight. I had 2 children and then to loose weight I worked out 4 times a week for 2-3 hours a day and I ate right. That didn't work. I even did it for 2 years! I finally just quit eating. Then my husband started noticing and pestered me to eat and my mom told me if I lost one more pound she'd put me in the hospital. I wieghed 148 when I started and weighed 115 when people became concerned and butted in. I could've lost more if they would've stayed out of my business. I didn't eat for 3 weeks. After being forced to eat I started purging, gross but neccessary. I found out that you need a deficit of 3000 calories to lose one pound. that is a lot. So I throw up because I can't bear the thought of even 100 calories in my body. Then I have to work off 3100 calories to lose 1 pound! I found that drinking a lot water helps purge. I appreciate the info on standing up and letting gravity work for you. I have trouble getting everything out. I found out from a doctor that if you don't purge with in 15 minutes of eating you will start digesting the food then you can't get it all. I always try to do it in 15 min. or else I figure whats the point. has anyone had trouble with your face getting red when you puke? Mine gets really red and I think that from the pressure i'm actually breaking capillaries in my face. That worries me. Not as much as getting fat again. on a side note I have had blood come up with the vomit once or twice, I have found out that is also because of the pressure and is just a fissure and will heal. I worry that someday it won't heal and then I'll have to go to the doctor and will be discovered. For the person who asked what foods are good to throw up and what aren't: Not good - potatoes, rice, all meat, bread, just cheese, etc. anything that absorbs the fluid. Easy food - veggies, ice cream, candy, eggs, soup, etc. but the key is drink lots of water while (important!) you are eating. One drink for every bite. then you don't have to wait for the water to mix with the food afterward and lose precious time for getting it out. Bulimia will kill you...eventually if you do it long enough and frequent enough...so try not to eat...and if you have to eat THEN purge, it keeps the damage to a minimum. I love the feeling of being empty. I wish people would leave me alone about eating. It's my life, I have to do things everyone else's way, this is the one thing that i can do my way. |
2/13/2009 |
| BriBri4829 |
Hi! Im 19 years old i weight 173.6 pounds! Im disgusted with looking at myself! I have a boyfriend who doesnt even like to "be with me" anymore cuz im so fat! I hate myself right now! diets dont work! I want to throw up but i kinda need help! If you know a good way to start please let me know... email me at fordbaby4829 at yahoo! that would be great! dont email me if you think its a bad thing i dont want to hear that i just want to be skinny again! please help! |
1/30/2009 |
| VeryUpset2BeMIA |
JESUS
CHRIST
i'm ashamed to be associated with most of you people.
food is my cocaine. . .
identify the triggers, and be strict with yourself.
health food only. |
1/24/2009 |
| Greek Apple |
Hey does anyone steal food to binge...i do...im busy in the process of immigration to the states...how do u think it will affect me if they catch me? and what do u think of stealing food in general?... :S |
1/20/2009 |
| andy |
does anyone remember how long it had taken you to throw up automaticly, instead of using your fingers or toothbrush. it gets really tiring. |
1/4/2009 |
| selfish |
I think that anyone who get so absorbed by eating/weight tips that they need to search the internet about it is selfish and self-absorbed. I am ashamed of doing it myself just now-looking for throw up advice. We need to be happy wih and love ourselves before we can love anyone else... Don't think so much about food and when you feel guilty and regret what you ate, just snap out of it, walk away from the problem and accept it- this is your weakness. Only you can conquer it. Pray for strength and focus on others. You will forget your own problems in no time and your problems will resolve themselves. Eat 3 balance meals a day that are filling and nutritious so that you don't snack. Exercise everyday and enjoy being active. Love your life and live it to the fullest. Life is too short for us to dwell on our bodies and appearances. Do not waste the precious time you have on this earth. Life in meant to enjoy and do what you can to make the most out of it. Search for all that is good and uplifting. Remember that all food is meant to enjoy in moderation. Self control can be developed with practice, patience, and help from friends, family, and the Lord. It is up to you to decide what kind of person you want to be and the kind of life you wish to lead. I need to remind myself of these things often. It is a constant struggle and I'm sure will continue to be- but I will continue to work on it by thinking positive and never fully giving in to my weaknesses... we are not alone in this- I hope this has helped. You are loved. |
12/16/2008 |
| Angie |
ive been throwing up everything for almost 2 years...im so sick of it but i cant stop i feel so fake every one says how im so much prettier since i lost all my weight but they dont know...they have no idea no one knows but me...i puke every day all the food i buy all the food my fatehr buys ...in the toliet...waste of money...just to be thin...the worst part is i gain weight... from my body not eating so it doesnt even make me fully thin...im so depressed... if theres a girl out there wanted to to do this go ahead just know ur gonna hate ur self for it in the long run...and ur not gonna be able to stop...ur heart will speed up and some day it will just stop ...my heart speeds up all the time and if i go to the doctors im scared i will be exposed then wat?..go on start pukin get thiner and thiner feel happy untill u cant stop and u start feeling like a mess ... this addtion is horrible but i cant live with out it... good luck |
12/5/2008 |
| rachel |
Hi my name is rachel I'm 14 years old I want to throw up but I can't fix my self to do it I weigh 230 pounds and I'm tired of being fat being laughed at I get hurt everyday kids at school laugh and poke fun at me please... Please if anyone can help me can yu call me at 504-388-5883 I need help on wat to do.. |
12/2/2008 |
| Used to be fat |
Here is the best advice I can give you for throwing up:
Drink LOTS of water! I know it sounds ridiculous, but drink at least 100 ounces while binging. Also, don't try to throw up right away, or else it will be just water.
When you are ready to purge, here is what you do: Stand up straight. Tilt your head back and stick two fingers down your throat. The gagging will be so much worse, and you will puke up so much more. Whatever you do, don't sit down or crouch while puking. You need to be bent over because gravity will help your stomach empty. This method works for me every time. Good luck. |
11/4/2008 |
| PrincessSparkle |
I was never a big chocolate eater, which makes things slightly better I suppose, I think it's just boredom eating. Like here just now I don't feel hungry, but when I see food I want to eat. Do you have any tips for going out for dinner?
♥ x o |
10/9/2008 |
| PrincessSparkle |
I haven't eaten for 3 days, and I was really proud of myself! But then my Dad wanted to take me out for dinner and I felt obbliged to eat in the restraunt. I went to the toilet and I thought about bringing it back up, but I was scared in case someone else walked in and heard me. Now I'm gutted cause I know if you don't eat in ages and then eat it goes straight on as fast because the body goes into "starvation mode" Does anyone know how long it takes between eating and digesting? Like, how long do I have to be sick?
♥ x o |
10/8/2008 |
| GreekApple |
Please help...I have been bulimic for a almost 2 years now and suddenly other anxiety effects have been kicking in...lately like once a week almost I have tried to vomit tried tried and tried, I drink water, I jump up and dow, i lie down to relax...only sometimes has it worked...but half the time it doesnt come out or then little comes out or lots is already digested...im so scraed of getting fat! I put on like a kilo or two or nothing and then i loose it again after spending like a day or two not vomiting, then when i restart its easy... I try to control my anxiety and relax but in unconscious psychology stuff i guess...Today it happened with bread (just like "bl0nd3b0mbshel" said)and butter and chocolate spread...it has happened with bread before but it has also happened with other stuff :S ...any ideas...im also in the process of healing...but its a slow process and i would rather stop out of my personal motivation than because i have no other choice...it might be lame but its too scary not having the choice, im determined enough on my own...I have already cut down loads and learnt much more control... So please if you have any advice on either what bot to eat...that is hard to puke out...or what to have with it...or what to do when it isnt comming out!1 Does that happen to u guys too?...I mean, I´ve had this for almost 2 years...it feels like ages...but everyday various times a day...i thought i was a genius at it in every way and now suddenly its decided not to work sometimes! im so scared! help me please! |
10/8/2008 |
| lety |
i'v been throwing up since april i started off throwing up after dinner, but when i threw up i threw up alos the food i ate during lunch.so thats more calories i lost for both meals i also started exerising everyday i run for about 5 minutes i started to do this because me and my EX boyfriend broke up he left me for a girl that had a better body then me so thats when it all started i wanted to lose weight so i could get him back, even thought i went from being 158 pounds to now being 136 pounds to figure out he still dosen't want to be with me makes me feel awful as if my body still isn't good enough for him. but i don't blame everything on him i still want to lose more weight my ideal weight is 120 pounds untill then im still throwing up and exerising |
9/23/2008 |
| taylorrrrr |
Heyy! I really want to looose wieght. like 15 pounds. and ive been trying to make myself throw up the past couple days by touching the back of my throaght with a toothbrush. but its not workking. all i do is gagg. what am i doing wrong? how should i do it? thanks! :] |
9/10/2008 |
| penn state |
i used to be a model and stopped. so i gained a few pounds because i felt the freedom to eat. but losing modeling ive noticed that its what ive really wanted to do so to get back they told me i havta lose about 4 inches everywhere. im throwing up and i have only been doing it for a week or so.. does it really help? it might take a while no? |
9/4/2008 |
| bl0nd3b0mbshel |
Iv been bulimic for 7 years now, iv finally turned 18, and still cant stop, iv seen pyscologists, doctors ect-im on anti-depressants, aswell as dexamphetamine in which my doc prescribed to help, which supresses my appetite, but still i cannot stop. evan on speed i cant stop wanting to eat. I compulsivley exercise, and dont concider myself overweight, i am however bigger than i want to be. i tell myself everyday enough if enough-and its "my last time" but it always falls threw...just last night i spent another $30+ on junkfood just 2 throw up...im going broke, i evan steel food 2 get my fix, and when im done throwing up, i gain 5kg in water weight, leaving me cellulite covered and bloated all over,which in turn gets me depressed, and the cycle starts again. Iv figured the perfect foods to throw up- such as ice-cream, pastas, popcorn-foods to avoid chocolate (it always sinks to te very pit of ur stomach and u can NEVA get it ALL up), bread clogs ur throwt, meat if not chewed properly is painful. plus those who r concidering it, yes it does keep ur weight in tact, but its a death sentence to urself-once ur stuck in the "rutt" of bulimia, you may stop throwing up, but you will forever question "should i, or shouldnt i?" after every bit of food you eat for the rest of ur life.if i could go back, i wouldnt do it, its destroyed my life, as my life is now based on earning money to feed my habbit, loseing relationships,lost family,suicide attempts, inner depression. but up 2 u, best of luck |
9/1/2008 |
| SUZY |
ive been throwing up for the past week. and it just makes me feel way more confident.
i dont get how you can lose your teeth? all you gotta do is brush them after. plus sometimes when i throw up it doesnt even touch me teeth that muchh when it comes out. thats the only thing that scares me... the teeth part. lol
but i dont find it wrong to throw up after eating a big amount of food. it just a bunch of extra calores.
plus throwing up + exersice will make me get rid of all the bad stuff and fatness in my body way faster and itll be easier!
dont you think? im just so desperate to lose twenty pounds! |
9/1/2008 |
| puk3ter |
i've battled the throw-up battle (Bulimia) for 8 years now; it may seem like a "cool" idea. for maybe the first year; but after a while; u realize it's really a waste of time, food & money. I cut down when i moved into a dorm; learning the value of the dollar..and suddenly spending 50 bucks on groceries..that would eventually end up in the toilet (..after not even being digested) seemed really silly; When you first start puking your gutts out; you feel like you have control; that you'l be able to stop - once you reach your weight goal. Most of the time, this isn't true. by the time you've reached your goal; you're a full- on addict. You don't wana give up the massive amounts of food that you're able to eat without gaining any of the weight that normal people would gain from it - bc it's so easy to just go puke it up! but after a while; it puts a strain on your entire life. You get really secreative - let's say you're going out to eat with friends - you originally tell yourself: "okay..i'm go'na eat normally" but then you eat normally...and you already feel guilty and want to throw it up..so you just say "okay..i might as well eat more; bc i'm go'na throw it up anyways".. so you eat like a pig in front of your friends..then they wana hang out afterwards; but oh gawd..you need to get rid of this food; so you make up some lame excuse to go get rid of it "i have to take a long shower" ..maybe..? you come out of the bathroom; looking like you just cried..and you smell funny too..and your eye make up is all messed up.
that's just one awkward example..if you think you'll stop..you really won't. i thought the same thing..and here i am..8 yrs later; still suffering. I'm better now.. I was so bad; i would eat A PEANUT - and freak out and need to go throw it up. i was puking about 7 times a day..but now i'm down to maybe just a few times per week - depending on my emotional state. when everythings' going great in my life..I'll throw up less..but i'll also eat less. I'm pretty sure i'm slightly anerexic as well; which i guess makes my condition worse
but please girls.. take it from a 22 yr old fellow-puker..don't start; bc it'll be a hassle to stop. do what i do (when i'm not puking..) just eat when you're hungry; and simply STOP when you're full.. and drink lots of water..in fact, drink water BEFORE you eat; ..it'll curb your appetite. hell; take up smoking. it's better than puking.. for real.
oh also: i lost MORE weight when i was eating smaller portion meals...i found that i lost weight more drastically when i was actually eating & KEEPING my food - than i was loseing when i was binging & puking. & it doesn't make you look skinnier - also; bc your face gets REALLY fat..so you just look weird. |
8/25/2008 |
| 2faT:& |
Mmm ii wAnt t0 n03 h0w mAny p0uNdz u kAN losE iiN a WeEk... N wHtz thE bESt WAy t0 kEEp Y0ur tEEth heALty ? AfTer thRowIng uP |
7/28/2008 |
| Stressball |
I lost a good friend to purging. Before she finally died, she had lost most of her teeth. Girls, the anorexic look is not hot at all. 5'5 and 145, you're hardly overweight. Eat healthy and exercise. Don't say you have, because IT WORKS ! I am 6'3 and was at 280 6 months ago and with a good diet and working out I am now at 235. Don't tell me it doesn't work. It just takes determination and a little hard work ! Best of luck to you all. |
7/16/2008 |
| creolflower |
to all of you bird of prays trying to act like therapist please do not even bother contacting me or talk to me. i am not interested in you harassing me! and what ever you have to say does not interest me at all!
who are you to tell us what we should do and not do? so find something else to do then coming on this site if you do not like what we do! after all nobody forces you to come here and read what we are up to here.
if you want to understand wht is going on here don't ask us. just read about it or go and work at the morgue where people like us end up comiting suicide because we can’t live as fat people
and let’s face it if i wanted therapy i would not go for you anyways! |
7/15/2008 |
| creolflower |
my 2nd choices left isD- rug s that are very addictive and you always need more and more and more until you over. dose as you never know how much more your body wants so if you prepare a too heavy dose you are dead. not even talking about the cost. you end up as a street working girl to be able to support you habit |
7/15/2008 |
| creolflower |
the irony is that i can’t seem to loose weight the normal way is not that crazy! i have been from therapist to therapist spent so much money on those and chef cooking my food for me i do also have a personal trainer.
i fired them all last week as it does not work at all. throughout those 3 past years i have tried twice to comit suicide as living is as fat as i am is such a torture and to be honest i am not planning to see 2009 if i am still fat!
i drink now everyday not to think about my weight problem and the fact tat i do not get out of the house not even to pick the mail up. i do drink 2 bottles of wine everyday! f.. k ...in everyday! went to see the doctor and she said i am not an alcoholic but i am totally depressed that causes me to nervously drink which in a long run can cause kidney failure and liver problem as i am not used to drinking much. i mean i started drinking with my weight problems and now as i have stopped all antidepressants as sick of them i drink lots just to survive everyday by numbing my brain and sleeping early and waking up late to make the days look shorter. what a life you would say! Laugh out loud, anyway … i have been locked in my house for the past 18 months i do not go out, i closed my company as i cannot stand being fat and go out, i drink everyday to go through each day i started getting suicidal again so throwing up seems to be the right way for me. |
7/15/2008 |
| creolflower |
my story is the following: i am 5’5 and 145lb my goal is 100 or 105 maximum like i used to be. i have never been fat in my entire life until i got that emergency operation on my right ovary and the result was gain of 30lb within 3 months only! 5 months later i had put on 45lb! my weight has not moved up or down for the past 3 years even if i eat very healthy and exercise. after heaps and heaps of taste it seems like i have a hormonal unbalance isn’t tat great! Really? i have been on zoloft antidepressant since and i have been in therapy for depression over my weight a few times but laugh the problem is not my brain the problem is my weight i can talk and spend as much money in therapy as i want the weight is still there, i will never accept that much fat on my body so therapy even after 3 years does not work at all. i went for liposuction but my boyfriend said it to my therapist that went and talk to the surgeons and it did not go through i was really shattered. and guess what the greatest is that hormonal unbalance will only go away if i loose weight laugh |
7/15/2008 |
| creolflower |
Hi! I am looking for throw up buddies. We could set a date to start throwing up and support and help each other to reach our weight goal.
We could make a program saying what type of food we should eat, what quantity, how often, how long after eating we should through up etc…. as well as of course take care of ourselves the best we can by for example taking vitamins tablets, taking care of our teeth after each through up etc… We would also need mentors so anybody out there that is very experienced in this to help us through out our program? I propose a 2 weeks program to start with then we can always extend it to another 2 weeks and so on …
WHO IS IN for the program?
My email is creolflower and i am with h otm ail |
7/15/2008 |
| kate&no |
me and my sister have only through up twice also, noelle. we tell our mom to buy us friuts and vegtables, and she does, but not so much. we have also tried exercise. i have lost 5 pound while my sister only lost 1, and we both did the same exact things. im 5'4, 180. my sister is 5'8 and 195. i want to stop throwing up, but i still want to also. i dont want to get addicted, i just want to loose some more weight...ono the other hand my sister wants to do it after everythime she eats, including snack. i belive that she is doing it when im not around. her voice is always scratchy anymore...i dont want to loose her. ...im going to take your advice noelle and tell my sister. maybe she will listen to me... |
7/12/2008 |
| noelle |
everyone is always telling me how i should loose weight. i tryied exercise and i lost nothing. im 14, 5'8 and 170. yes i tried to throw up. and ive only done it twice. i told my self that i would nevr do it again, and sometimes i think i should. i almost did it again but than i thought about what might happen? what would my parents think? and i didn't do it. throwing up is not going to get any of us anywhere. yeah you'll loose some weight, but the effects and damage your doing...its just not worth it. my opinion is that if you cant stop, tell someone, write in a journal, do something to help yourself.
i know my friends are doing it becasue of how they talk about it and themselfs...thats why im saying to get help. |
7/11/2008 |
| Mica |
god all of you are like just starting...i have been at this for a year and a bit...like ya it helps and i have gone through a fase of saw throat, puffy cheeks(always have swollen saliva glans) my mom says i have like two or three white hairs but im blonde anyway..but right now im trying to write exams and im find it hard to concentrate cause of this massive ulcer on my tongue it hurts so baddd! so annoying!and besides that...like i get carried away...literally...from my studies or what ever i am oing to go get junk and puke and it takes up tooo much of my time... i need to study! |
6/19/2008 |
| kristi |
ok i stopped throwing up for like a week and now after i eat or drink my stomach hurts real bad so now i started throwing up again after meals and it feels soo much better. ive been doing it for almost 3 months now and everyone says i got skinnier. im 14, 5'8 and 136 lbs |
6/17/2008 |
| disappointment, |
what the flip do you think you guys are playing at. there are a thousand other things to do than puke, and for all those who are too lazy to go on a walk every once in a while, you f-ing deserve to be fat, yeah thats right you deserve it, cause your whats wrong with this world. |
6/14/2008 |
| justme |
I am26 years old and i have struggled with my size all of my adult life. the smallest i have ever been is a size 6 weighing 125lbs. i was happy with myself then. the biggest i have ever been is a size 24 and weighing 225lbs. so i have been healthy and i have been fat. i have been sick and depressed for about a year now and the meds and stress have caused me to gain weight again. i am 5"6' and i am currently weighing 195 and wearing a size 16. someone please help me! i have lost my self control and i just want to die! i have let myself down by letting myself get this fat again. i am at the point where i am going to have to go to extremes and i am not overweight enough for surgery. i don't have the time for the gym and no matter how little i eat or even not at all i am still gaining weight. when i got fat before, i couldn't stop gaining weight and the doc put me on meds bc he was worried about my health. i can't find a doc to help me yet and i dont' want to get that far gone again. if i don't start getting rid of this extra weight soon, i am scared that i never will get rid of it. i need some details on self induced vomiting. how long after you eat do you purge your food? how often? how quickly do you notice the weight loss? i am at my ropes' end! please help! |
6/12/2008 |
| Smartie |
so you do realize that bulimia is an eating disorder right? it can kill you! my sister burnt a hole in her esophogus and she had to be hospitalized after having zero protein in her body. This is not funny, what you are doing to yourselves is disgusting. my mother was bulimic and lost her teeth and her hair when she was only 17. i bet you will look great at your senior year book pictures with no teeth! but hey at least you will be able to squeeze into your size zero jeans.
You all need help, serious medical attention. This is so not right, i cannot believe this website/chatroom or what ever it is, is in exsistance. If you all want to live healthier, Stop throwing up on purpose! |
5/25/2008 |
| normalsizedgal |
any of you guys heard of natural selection? |
5/22/2008 |
| bri |
i think u can do any regular excersize like jump rope, or if u have any excersize machines thats good too. i lost alot of weight and now i just have to tone up my body :) just dont over excersize.. i did a work out on my tv, it was 54mins long and i did the workout about 5 times and yea, the next morning i was in pain. anyway goodluck, i hope u get to the weight u want :) |
4/23/2008 |
| LiesSecrets15 |
thanks bri. u really can lose that much weight?! awesome. i'll look great just in time for swimsuit season and i'll feel much healthier. do u have to do some kind of extreme exercise or something to accompany throwing up? |
4/14/2008 |
| LiesSecrets15 |
oh yeh thanks to all the suggestions. i really feel much better after i have to eat all that digusting school food. |
4/14/2008 |
| Arsi |
I've just started throwing up for about three days now, and i am 15 5' and weigh about 117, which is not that good for my height, i have love handles that annoying pouch, its just hard to look at those skinny girls that can wear anything and i have to wear sweaters. even my sister is skinny, and her and her boyfriend talk about my weight behind my back, it's really sad. i was just wondering how much weight could i lose in a week? |
4/13/2008 |
| bri |
i push the tooth brush as far as i can then move the toothbrush from side to side till i start throwing up, then i just stick it in once and throw up comes out automatically and then i brush my teeth after :) idk if anyone else has had affects but i do, i got a sore throat yesterday from throwing up and ive been losing my voice. it does go away though. yea its crazy but im going to keep throwing up also like Mar said, u can go to the pharmacy and buy biotin (takes care of your hair, gives you energy). i bought some. ive been wondering the same thing.. like after eating, how much time do you have to go throw up? if u take long will the food stay down? i heard that you can lose 1-10 lbs a week.. i lost 2 lbs in one day. |
4/13/2008 |
| LiesSecrets15 |
oh, and one more thing...does this really help? i mean have any of you exprienced any awful side effects like sore throat or bad breath? if so, how do you manage that? sorry bout the ?s--i'm new to all this. |
4/12/2008 |
| LiesSecrets15 |
I like all these reasons. I've decided to start throwing up and see what happens. In the past, I've tried but haven't been able to throw up. When you push the toothbrush or whatever in your mouth, do you have to push it really, really far back til you basically choke? And when is it too late to throw up food you've eaten? |
4/12/2008 |
| bri |
hey, im 14 and i started throwing up like 2 weeks ago and ive lost weight, i look way skinnier, even though im not fat, i just wanted to lose some weight. at first i weighed 150 now im 139 & im 5'8. i work out too and i throw up after each meal, i dont throw up everything though, i think its great. i stopped drinking fattening things like soda and juice everyday, i drink only water now, i do eat food too. 3 meals a day and a snack. i treated myself with a glass of fruit punch and cookies this week, i made sure i went straight to the toliet after. i think my mom and dad know about me throwing up, yikes its kinda embarrasing. oh well. ill just keep doing this till i find a fast healthy way to lose weight :) |
4/11/2008 |
| Smart one |
Yeah what you can do instead of throwing up is go talk to a doctor......You don't need to throw up there is no need for anyone to just because they think they are fat or what they look like.....Life is not all about who is pretty and who is ugly......Everyone is very pretty in there own way.......really if you think you are very overweight then you can cut down on junk food and excersise....stop drink pop if you do cut down on the sugar stuff and worry about healthy......Please just don't throw up you are pretty in your own way......take care of yourself and live life.....never take life for granted god made you this way and you should love yourself for who you are. |
4/9/2008 |
| Nina |
I'm over wieght I mean really over weight and I have tried everything to lose the weight. I weight 330Ibs and I'm going to start throwing up. Do anyone have any suggestions? |
4/4/2008 |
| CHRISTINA |
hey guys i'm at a lost here i have something wrong with me but the doctors can't figure it out i throw up almost everyday but not because i want to but because my body physival it any where in front of people i mean any where it's embrassing they found a cysts on my ovaries that's what there blaming on before that they thought it was my gallbladder but i really think it's somthing else please help need comfort thank guys also from me throw up so much it's hard for me to talk because it's burning my vocal cords and i feel terrible !
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4/4/2008 |
| concerned |
directed to bulimia here are some numbers to contact canada eating disorders 604 983 9383 also you should try the internet write in bulmia or eating disorder search your area hope you get help before it's to late love you always |
4/3/2008 |
| ............. |
opening your legs your stupid if your going to be throwing up when your pregnant you stupid cruel dumb bit*h |
4/3/2008 |
| Smart one |
Hey yo Allie....................you should really eat some food and not throw it up because you will end up hurting the ppor baby......That was your fault that you got pregnant shouldn't have opened your legs and you wouldn't be pregnant.........I was 16 when i got pregnant and had my baby 1 week before my 17 birthday......really you should learn to deal with it and lose the weight after why hurt your unborn child because you don't want to get fat....it didn't ask to be there you opened your legs and there you go that is wat happens when you open your legs those are the consiquences to it you dumb if your going to throw up abort the baby if your not feeding it and you shouldn't have kids if your going to do that i lost my baby weight by getting up and excercising after i had him i never threw up because i was fat DEAL WITH IT you doing that makes you a bad mother |
4/3/2008 |
| Amanda |
Allie: i think its great you lost all that weight. i throw up, too. but since ur now pregnant, u should stop. because when you eat food you're baby needs the vitamins and nutrients of the food to grow. you want a healthy baby right? well having a child is a huge responcability and you need to sacrafice alot for one. (i have 2) and you WILL gain lots of weight when carring the child, but after you give birth you will loose all that weight. so for the next 7 months, you should just eat healthy and don't throw up. as i said, your child will need food to grow. and the food is from you. |
3/21/2008 |
| Allie |
i throw up after every single meal i've had in the past 4 months. before i started, i weighed 140lbs and now weigh 117.6lbs. i think its the best idea ever. all the food u eat is bad and its just not worth gaining all the weight. but i resently got pregnant with my boyfriend's kid...and i want to keep to being thin. but i dont know if its a good idea to throw up while im holding a child. im 15, and i got pregnant in january. write back |
3/21/2008 |
| Jen |
I know what everyone is going through because i have been there with both anorexia and bulimia. im 5'7 and i was 110, when i looked inot the mirror i thought i was perfect. However, looking back at pictures i was gross, im 140lbs now and im 22...i cant say that im very happy with my weight because im still recovering from eating disorders but i'll tell you what...throwing up your food is only a temporary thin method once you stop, or if you stop you will put the weight back on. but im not telling you girls to stop, because there are times still to this day that i feel like throwing up my food..but as a substitute i go running. ;) |
3/20/2008 |
| Liz |
Here on some tips: ►Try brushing your teeth and tongue when you feel hungry. It eases my cravings and food taste gross with toothpaste in your mouth. ►Chew the food but don't swallow it. Spit it in the trash. ►Buy some baby teething gel and rub it on your tongue, to numb your tastebuds. |
3/13/2008 |
| Liz |
I'm at least 160lbs 5'4 and I want to lose 30 to 40 pounds. I want to start throwing up..... I tried it once and told my best friend about it and he got mad, said I was stupid if I tried it again. I know what happens to your body when you do throw up and yet I still want to try it. I will still work out and take vitamin pills that way my body won't lack vitamins. I'll drink a bottle of water every hour on the hour and try not to eat as much. For you people that stay with your parents, try turning on the faucet to the sink or the shower, it'll help drown out the gagging noises. |
3/13/2008 |
| candylipz |
I do hey Mary if you want to IM me I am on yahoo as candy_4urlipz let me know it is you...ok would love to get to know you...yes I walk and do crunches everyday as well.... I am getting it off ...............look forward to talking to you |
2/26/2008 |
| mary |
Hi again !candylipz ; ( correction ) well you wouldn't noticed it but other people will do..Wish we could talk on email.instead of here; because certain people are very judgemental here especially when they don't understand what your going through . Do you do any type of exercise? |
2/26/2008 |
| mary |
Hi again !candylipz ; well you wouldn't noticed it but other people will do..Wish we could talk on email.instead of here; because certain people are very judgemental of especially when they would never understand what your going through . Do you any type of exercise? |
2/26/2008 |
| candylipz |
For about 3 weeks now and can tell a difference in my clothes, |
2/25/2008 |
| mary |
hi cindyliz, Benn doing it for 2 weeks now...What about you? |
2/25/2008 |
| candylipz |
So does anyone talk in here or is it very seldom? |
2/23/2008 |
| candy4urlipz |
Mary...how long have you been a throwing up your food......I thought the same at first but was not getting it all up, I also take diet pills and walk 2 miles a day.... I am working hard to get my 40 pounds off , that is all I want to lose and then I will look okay and if I do eat ...it is yougurt or a slim fast shake that I actually let my body keep down! |
2/20/2008 |
| mary |
I 've throwing up my food... I haven't loose any weight... help |
2/20/2008 |
| breaking free |
hey thanks ppl...i'm just feeling so stressed out lately and i hope this throwing up thing works, i'm not fat...i used to be bu ti never want to go back that way again. i just have a lame life and wish that i could feel free and not pressured. i'm gunna take you guys advice and do it. it's my first time and i guess i should take water then right before...well wish me luck...being a senior is so over-rated! ; ) |
2/19/2008 |
| candylipz |
I am 35 and weig 235 and just started 3 weeks ago throwing up every meal I eat... I want to be 50 pounds lighter by my birthday in July..........I think I can do it I also walk 2 miles a day to help it come off! |
2/19/2008 |
| Nicole |
Throwing up after every meal shed the pounds fast..i went from a size seven to a size 3 in a month..i got compliments left and right, i felt great in small clothes..then the next couple months, my face started breaking out and i was weak and shakey all the time and tired and the compliments stopped coming. finally my best friend told me i looked horrible, and truth be told, i felt horrible physically and emotionally. i know every trick in the book to be anorexic/bulimic but PLEASE listen to me when i tell you it is NOT healthy..in the short time i did this to myself, i now have a heart condition and a few other physical things wrong with me i will have for the rest of my life, even though i am back to a healthy weight. the stress i put on my body is not worth it.. |
2/11/2008 |
| Crystal |
I am a former bulemic and now that I gained some weight want to do it again, I actually enjoy the feeling once the food is gone...how long do you wait before you purge... |
2/8/2008 |
| alex |
y'all need to get up, get out and get some excercisze every day and make healthy food decisions- lean protein, fruit and veggies, and whole grains with lots of fiber. and see a therapist for god's sake!!! throwing up is not cool or good for your body or good for healthy weight loss and longevity or your physicological state of mind in any way shape or form. i am seriously disturbed at this conversation thread. |
2/1/2008 |
| Darian |
i am 140 i know thats not alot but i am also 13 i cant look at myself and feel right i play sports i dont eat much junk food ice cream once a month and gum or birthday parties i hate chocolate and drink little soda i am told im fat from friends fatter than me and most mine is muscle but i still feel and look fat half the time i rather die than look like this i had thought about this today and tried but just gagged i will try beths idea but i have found another way really taste bad though a table spoon of dawn dish soap and mayo then gag taste bad |
1/27/2008 |
| puzzled |
Can someone explain to me why is it that the last bit of food you eat never seems to come up when vomiting?? |
1/22/2008 |
| christina |
ok i tried sticking my fingers down my throat i tried the toothbrush, i still cant throw upp, sum1 helppp!! wat else can i do? |
1/12/2008 |
| fattie. |
i tried to make myself throw up the other day..it didnt work i stuck my finger down my throat for and i gagged but nothing came up.. help me! |
1/9/2008 |
| PRICILLA |
I THROW UP AFTER EVERY MEAL , I FEEL THAT IT IS A MENTAL THING NOW. EVEN WHEN I DONT WANT TO THROW UP MY STOMACH GETS ALL UPSET AND I FEEL REALLY SICK. I THEN TAKE MY SELF TO THE RESTROON AND THROUGH UP, I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. |
1/3/2008 |
| OceanShelly |
I am 5'3 180 Lbs And trying to stick to a plan that worked for me last summer. I got down to 130 Lbs by throwing up everything I ate after 4pm I get depressed and board and eat even though im not hungry. So anything I ate after 4 i would go to the bathroom within 5 mins after eating and rid of it. I did a few crunches nothing to write hme about 5-10 a day when I felt like it I drank water like it was going out of style you you chug a glass of water 1st everything comes out smoother ICE CREAM BURNS hot dogs and such if not chewed well can kill you by choaking spegettii very hard to bring back up CHEW WELL.... Im trying this again . |
12/27/2007 |
| sad |
i can't stop throwing up. i hate this. i miss being tiny. |
12/21/2007 |
| leileen |
I have been throwing up for about 2 months and so far its going ok but I was wondering does anyone know if a dentist can tell if you've been throwing up in just 4 months? |
12/18/2007 |
| Beth |
And Andie, if you mix water with salt, you will throw up. It is not pleasant. |
11/30/2007 |
| Beth |
Okay guys, listen up. All of you people who are under 145-150 and say your fat and want to throw up because you think you're fat? SHUT. THE. F..... UP. You psychotic little b.st.rds. You do NOT know what it is like to be fat. I am 183 pounds and I am 14, and I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I am a disappointment to myself, my family, and what friends I have. I've tried dieting, exercising, every possible thing you could think of except anorexia and bulimia. Do you know what it is like to wake up every morning, look in the mirror, see a giant, disgusting blob of shame? NO! YOU DON'T! I used to be really skinny. And I mean REALLY skinny. This is when I was, what, 7? 8? As soon as I hit puberty, I gained more weight than necessary. I am proud of myself recently, though. I had to move because of Katrina, and I believe I hit depression without knowing it. I missed my family and friends so much. Before I moved back to the house I used to live in before Katrina, my highest weight was 209 pounds. Yeah, I know, huh? I came back and I met some of my friends again, and now that I'm in a happier environment, I lost more than 20 pounds in 3 months. But why am I still unhappy? I can't lose anymore weight. I am just so sick and tired of being FAT. I also have asthma, so it's hard for me to do healthy exercises like running and jogging. I've tried giving up. Today, I went into the bathroom after eating a meal and tried forcing myself to throw up. It was a failure, I believe, because all that happened was I threw up a lot of clear, spit-like stuff. I don't know. Anyone out there know the best way to do this? Oh, and also, does anyone know how long it will take me to lose whatever amount of weight? Lets say I made myself throw up after every meal in 1 week. How much weight would I lose? I know what I am doing is wrong. Being fat also means my skin is stretched, as well as having large breasts. Once I lose all my body fat, won't the stretched skin still stay? Like I said before, if you're under 145-50 pounds and you think you're fat, stop acting greedy and selfish. Be proud of the body you have. You don't know how LUCKY you are. |
11/30/2007 |
| Kendra. |
Howdy folks.. I'm back. Still "sick" but with news.My cousin died. Not because of bulemia... not because of anorexia. BUt because she thought that she'd rather die than be fat... Sound familiar?
The person undernteah me is smart. Listen. We beg. If you wanan end up where you're going to... have fun. But you're family will know why. You're weak. I'm weak. I'm deathly weak. |
11/24/2007 |
| Ure worth it: |
Hi. I know how you guys feal. I was fat 6 months ago. Why not anymore? Because i got of my fat arse and exercised. I got of my fat arse and made myself eat healthy food. I am now mentally and physicialy fit and thin. I have changed my lifestyle. I am happy. Why dont you get of your chair. Because you are to lazyto work for it! You would rather find the faster route and throw up. You will NOT know how to stop and you will die eventually. Believe me, im begging you, it will be worth it. Every jog, every healthy piece of food will be worth it.I PROMISE YOU. I know with what thoughts you are dealing with, because i was dealing with it too. I know you hate yourself to be known as fat, i was there. I was the fat one in my perfect family. I had all reason to puke, but i loved myself too much. My life was not worth it. Why are your lifes and wealth worth it? Why do you want to hurt everyone that loves you through something as commen as food? Do the right thing. I warned you. Please do not be the fool of the year. |
11/6/2007 |
| Size 10 |
i do think this page is so weird, because wanting to throw up food is strange. But, i know how this people are feeling. I have tried so hard to loose weight, but did not. I also want to throw up just for a while, until my clothes fit me. |
11/6/2007 |
| jozey |
hey i just started n n man arent i excited...i way 150plds and i'm 5ft 3'' n i wnt stop vomitting til i reach my goal of 120plds :D n hey i dnt care what ppl say cah when u r fat they dnt kno how it feel so i aint gonna stop till i like the way i look |
10/29/2007 |
| bulemia. |
how do i stop throwing up? i... i got addicted or something. it's mental now. i can't stop. and i don't wanna tell my mum. i can't tell my mum. she'll hate me. everyone is starting to notice that i don't weigh enough, and my doctor keeps making hints towards my father. if they find out they will kill me. and i don't want professional help. someone talk to me. i weigh 92 pounds. i'm 14. i'm 5'3. i don't wanna die. |
10/25/2007 |
| Jenna. |
i'm Kendra's Friend. She's been my best friend ever since 3rd grade. We're 9th graders now. She's beautiful. But she's. . . scary. It's sad to see her walking, because she looks as if she'll break. She wears baggy clothes so that no one can see her bones. Her face is so skinny, you can tell her where everything ends. It's unfair and sad.
But she's still my friend. And I'm still here for her. We all tried to get her to sop, but she didn't listen. Now, you have to hold her up in class. She can die, any day now.
All because, she wanted to look like every other girl she's ever seen. |
10/25/2007 |
| Kendra. |
For all you people that think throwing up is for "sick" people. Don't be rude aboit it!? Sometimes people aren't as perfect as you are. Or as skinny as you! I'm 5"5 and I way nearly 100 ponds. I weigh just under 99. I'm dying, to be skinny. Because I'd rather be dead than fat. And I mean it.
I used to see all those girls in those magazines. The ones taht could wear anything. And I'd envy them. With strong regret, I'd go on livving. hating myself because I weighed over 100 ponds. And it WAS hell. I hated waking up, and looking in the mirror, and not being able to see every last one of my ribs. I honestly did. If I couldn't see my hip bones, I wouldn't go to school. Why? Because I felt like everyone would notice. I felt like everyone would be looking at how morbidly obese I was. But I was just like you guys. I said. "Oh. I'll just throw up a couple of times. I won't get addicted." WRONG. I hate myself. But it's better than weighing 100 pounds. Or is it?
You know whta's worse? The most that I have ever weighed, is 101. You know what's worse? I'm only 14 years old. You know what's worse? My doctor said, if I don't stop, I'm lucky to have my next birthday.
I can't stop. I weigh 87 ponds. My birthday is in two months. You tell me. Do you still wanna throw up?
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10/25/2007 |
| Laurenn x |
Well i dont think im completley fat but all my friends are little skinny sticks and can wear what they want its really anoying.... I want a stick thin body which allows me to wear anoything... Well i havnt been on any diets bcause i cant stick to themm butt... I have tried starvin myself and its impossiblee.... I just sit here thinking about food and then go down an start eating loadss then i get anoyed with myself.... Howww cann i starve myself without beingg hungry x? |
9/26/2007 |
| jenny |
well am startin today!!!! hopefully it works and does any one know how much i can lose in a week |
9/15/2007 |
| kelly |
i started throwing up about 2 years ago. by the age of 17 i was already geting to 170 pouns and i knew i had to stop! i was unhappy with myself and was always unconfient! now im 18 and weight 123 pounds and i LOVEEEE it! my main goal is to weigh at least 110- 115.i know throwigng up after meals isnt healthy but thruth is.. it helps alot. im not saying do it every day or even after ever meal. i just do it when i find myself eating to much that day, i run into the bathroom and let it all out. ive tryed to stop, but i cant? its becoming a mental thing now? even tho now that i go jugging and hit the gtm three times a week, you know trying to stay fit the right wayy, i still find my self getting the erg to still do it? why cant i just stop already? =/ |
8/31/2007 |
| sasha |
PS fingers down the throat don't work for me either-just bend over, breath in deep and close off ur throat while breathin, then spit it all out. no gagging-no sorethroat-just all the food gone |
8/10/2007 |
| sasha |
hey all-okay this is my philosophy and it works great for me but whatevas cleva for you-in bed, decide what you're gonna eat the next day that you think is healthy for your goals (uh like 1 protien drink, a bowl of soup, and a sandwich is your goin for a lifestyle or uh like 1 bowl of lettuce-whatever) then pick a food u can throw up easy to be your crutch (mines choco chips! u could do ice cream, smoothies, shakes etc.) then if you wanna eat or have a need to binge only eat that food and throw it up immmediately after! you get all the nutrients u want (and need) and nothing else u don't!! |
8/10/2007 |
| mar |
Hey I am 5'4'' and weigh 200 pounds. I am sooo fat..I started throwing up 2 days ago..and am noticing a little difference BUT I also will keep a little bit of food down as well. When I hear people saying like they are 120 omg thats not fat at all I would love to be that size. I also take diet pills called NV so that I will have energy..because NV is a beauty pill too...so even if you dont get any foods that help our skin or hair...the diet pill will replace it..because it has biotin in it. or you could just go to the store and buy BIOTIN and take that if u are scared of a diet pill. also how FAST will i lose weight if i continue to throw up? oh and yes it does help if u eat a bigger meal and then do it. |
7/31/2007 |
| jackie |
Jackie kk to all u ppl that don't know what to do I mean don't know how to make urself throw up all u have to do is get ur toothbush and stick the side u don't use it hurt but it work and yea a start u might just gag but it u just stay there and keep doing it I will a sure u u will be throw up is it wrong I don't think so I also take pill and smoke it life it better being thin and gorgeous then to be fat and ugly and if I dead ill at less dead thin and gorgeous don't get me wrong work out at the same time it make u go even better try to only eat once a day dinner and throw it up if u can |
7/28/2007 |
| bianca |
i just started throwing i like does it rot ur teeth i am fat im 5'6 and weight 60 kilos i want 2 loose like around 10 kilos |
7/20/2007 |
| . |
ummm u guys r insane. |
7/20/2007 |
| 1lmhp6 |
can sumone tell me how to make myself throw up, im overweight and tried everything but nothing works. this is my last option, ive tried stickin my fingers down my throat but it doesnt seem to work |
7/4/2007 |