You're Not Here

WHY did you leave me and make me cry.
Why did you hate this part of me who drowned in your lies.
Why can't I hate you I am struggling to realize that you are unkind.
Why is this now coming to me.

Probably because you're not here
You are there with her in bed but when you come home.
I will be gone and it will be a note where I used to lay.
And as you read my voice will say,
"Sorry I had to go away and as you realize why. It will be too late".

P.S. I Loved the way you lied and when you used to make me cry.
And I never asked you why,
Now it is time to tell you,
Because you're there and not here.