You're Beautiful To Me

I said I loved you I wanted you to believe me I wanted you to know what I would do for you but I guess it wasn't meant to be you don't trust me you make it hard to believe you when you say you love me I am trapped in a vortex of spiraling depression with no way out my heart is being torn apart I break down and cry my self to sleep and I have fallen in love with this pain it is the only thing that makes me feel alive you say your just a girl an ordinary girl without special meaning you say your ugly that you hate your life but know this your beautiful to me you have saved me from myself and I haven't given you anything in return I owe you so much I owe you my life