This young woman hides a story, her scars tell little, if no one cares enough to notice everyday she puts on a mask to hide the pain, to hide all the sorrow from her friends, but all she wants is for someone to notice her existence, notice her pain. But one day real soon. Some boy will come along, he will notice, and he will watch until the day of his birthday, the only girl who came. That day will changer her, her nights will turn into day and her pain will slowly, day by day will start to fade she finally has what she wants. For someone to notice and care for her life was happy, nothing could go wrong, but as of today something did go wrong the light of her life was moving away. To where, no one is sure his mom and dad say its closer to were she is, but she does not believe but is hoping, just one last hope. That they’re not lying to them she doesn’t want to lose another she loves this boy with all her heart, well with what’s left of it. She’s tired of her little heart being broken, she loves this boy to death, and they’ve been together for 9 months 13 days. They’ve been trough hell together and came back, but this girl’s afraid that if he does move, they wont be able to make a long distance relationship workout…She tells him everyday she loves him and if they ever broke up shed kill herself and she plans to stick to it. She’s tried to prove it, but he called right before she was going to do it. He had tears in her eyes screaming please don’t do it! The sound of his tears killed her inside. That night the boy wouldn’t let her hang up with the fear she would finish what she started. So the only choice she had was pass out on the phone. That night neither of them went to bed until 3 am in the morning, when she had finally fell asleep. When he woke up the first thing he did was call her. As the answering machine picked up he was afraid, he thought she finished herself. But no, right when he was about to hang up the girl picked up and said, don’t worry baby. But then she remembered last night before he called, the only thing that made her stop crying, she stopped crying for a good ten minutes until she stopped the blood flow. Then she started to cry again. She remembered, that valuable detail, she looked, a quick glance and saw that she had 7 cuts across her wrist…She had to confess, the next day after he came over. He as wrestling with her in her bedroom, he had her arms pinned above her head plain view of the cuts, he didn’t get mad, and yell, not even lecture, all he did was kiss her wrist where the cuts were and said its ok, I forgive you baby. The girl sat up and started to cry, she felt so bad she had promised she’d never do it again and that night before she broke the promise to him, he knew she broke the promise but all he did was hug her tight and said it was alright. For he loves her and will forgive her anything she does that is completely stupid. Just like she will forgive him for doing something really stupid.
