You will Never Understand

A poem to my friends on here and in real life.

I don't see why
People try to defend me
They obviously don't know me

Their fighting a lost battle
They will never win
The opposing side have more against me

There are things I haven't mentioned before
I'm ashamed of what I have done
I do not wish to tell you

For fear you will hate me for it
I am sorry
But you will never truly understand.