You Were My Best Friend

Why did you do this !!
You were only 10!!
You were my best friend !!
Why would you leave me!!
What do you wont me to do what you did?
Well I’m not !!
I’m not going to do it!!
It was your choice not mine!!
Every night I cry myself to sleep
You were my best friend
The only one that cared!!
Now you’re dead!!
I try so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
I promised I would never forget you
I said I’ll always care!!
I won’t go down the same path as you!!
I’m not the same!!
I’m not going to heaven now not for 30 more years!!
But why, why would you do this!!
I’m writing this for you
Even though it was one years ago
I said I would always remember!!
You were my best friend we cared
Think about me!!
Think how it feels for me to got to your grave
I go there every day
I stay there for about one hour
I leave your favorite flowers
Daisies
I buy the ones worth $15
That’s all I can afford at the moment
But why would you do this you were only too!!!!!!
I’m crying so much
That if I saved my tears I think I would drown
I’m going to go now or the paper would have tears all over it
I’ve already used two boxes of paper
Because there’s been too many tears
That you couldn’t see the words

Bye bye…