You Remember That Time

You remember that time when I told you how much I loved you?
When you'd look at me and I'd be looking but look away blushing?
You remember that time right?
I remember it just fine.
I was so in love I dreamt about you.
You were in my head every second every moment of everyday.
My stomach twisted and filled with butterfly's at the thought of you.
Your eyes dazzled me with every glance.
Yes I do remember that time when I was in love with you.
But do you remember every word, every smile, and any hugs I could manage from you?
Because I do. Because I esd in love.
Very much in love.
But you hurt me so much I couldn't love you anymore.
But do you remember the time when I said I was done loving you?
I do because I all but collapsed in pain from the thought.
But I did it.