You never wanted me

Ever since I moved in
I have learned
Not to depend on you
For the things I need to do

I need to stay after school
On this Thursday
But I can’t
Because you won’t wait

On me because I won’t be done till eight
Why do you have to be that way?
And you’d be to drunk
To come and pick me up

I wish you’d be more sober
I was hoping you’d be a better mother
You get mad at my mistakes
Why do you act that way?

You turn the smallest things
And try to make them big
And guess what
I’m tired of it

I just might moved out this summer
Because I didn’t come here
For all your drama
And I will never say again "I miss you mama"

You dislike me because I’m not the perfect daughter
Because I’m not as thin as the other one
You want the perfect little girl
Well I haven’t eaten for two days and I feel like I’m gonna hurl

Are you proud now?!
Is this what you wanted?!
Because if it is
Then I guess I’m starting to be the perfect daughter!

I really shouldn’t have to suffer this much!
Just to make you happy!
I lost my friends!
Because I thought you wanted me!

But I guess I was wrong
You never wanted me
You never wanted me at all...