You Never Loved Me

It has taken a while,
But I finally trust you.
I have looked away from the lies,
The taunting and teasing,
And I am left with you.

But I am subject to revenge.
Jealousy is a harsh master,
It makes monsters out of the innocent,
And thieves out of the loyal.
Now I am nothing but lies.

And now you have found out,
What lies can do to love.
You hit me again and again,
But I do not protest.
It is what I deserve.

You apologize, beg for my return,
And return is what I do.
But I am wrong to do so,
For now I am a traitor in your eyes,
And a burden on your heart.

I am proved of this one day,
When I find you,
With another girl, my best friend.
You have betrayed me,
And now my heart is broken.

I run away, blindly,
I don't know where I am going,
Or what I will do,
But I need to get away,
Far away.

I want my revenge.
I take the sharp pieces of my broken heart,
And draw lines of sorrow on my wrists.
I die for you,
And only you.

I could not be any further away...