You Came to See Me...

I know I told you I wasn't going to get on today and I wasn't planning on getting on... but I have free time and I decided to write you a letter on here telling you how much fun I had and .... yeah.

I had a great time Sunday. you really make me happy... :) no matter what we fight about, or how big the fight is, seeing you makes it all better. I honestly was still a bit mad at you, but seeing you made it all go away... :)

Your smile and your hugs and your kisses, they helped me so much you don't even know. When you yelled at me... my heart broke all over again... and I thought to myself why did I always stand by and let the boy break me... I couldn't think of a reason before, but I knew the reason for you... I love you.

I am going through a lot at home... what with grace and cody and Mathew and James and Mary... and it was all I could do not to break down in your arms and cry.

I have to admit.... I am still broken. Our fight... hurt me more than I let on.... and I know we are both sorry, but it hurt me and gave me so many flashbacks when cody called .... over and over...

After he stopped calling... I realized just how like him you are... but how different you are as well...

It kills me inside just knowing that you are similar to him.

Well, I have to go soon... so I just want to wrap up by telling you I love you... and I always will.

Forever and for always.

I LOVE YOU ROBERT!!!