You Are Mine! Chap 15

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I was feeling a bit...hmmm...let say a bit energetic today? I tried to remember what made me like this, yes...my mom advice. It felt so good to have my mom back and my dad too. Yup, I have my family back. It was the greatest gift I ever had.
I felt revive even though I was mourning over Josh (not because his death but because his ignorance to me). That's the beauty of having a family, I can always feel the love in a difficult time.
I smiled over the memory of yesterday, wishing somebody would do something sweet like that to me. Quickly, I brushed my hair and pinned it into a simple bun at my nape. My hair parted in the middle and I gave it a little shake to make it messy a bit to complete the look. I don't want to end up look like Mrs. Mogan, my English teacher.
"Serena, aren't you done yet? Your breakfast is getting cold here," my mom yelled from the kitchen. I chuckled a bit, I really missed this memory, where your mom yelled at you because she's actually care for you.

Grabbing my messenger bag, I ran to the kitchen and said, "I'm done, I'm here,". On the journey to my kitchen, I almost knock down my father.
"Hey, be careful, sweetie," he said, holding me still to prevent me from fall on the ground. What can I say, I have a protective father.
"Sorry,Dad.," I apologized, kissing him on his cheek. He kissed me back on my forehead.
We both walked together to kitchen, I sat on the chair and quickly grabbed my buttermilk pancake. I really missed my mom cook. Chewing happily like a little kids who get a candy, I said," This is so delicious, mom,"
My mom smiled and poured milk in my glass and a coffee for my father. My dad who just finished wash his hands came straight at my mother and started kissing her. They are such a loving couple. I felt my self blush without a heartbeat. Maybe it's a very long time I spent my life without my parent beside me, so seeing their intimate action made me blush shyly.

Well, it's not a weird thing, I have learned to blush since I met Josh. But blushing this time seem like wrong. Usually I blush with a crazy heartbeat. I missed to feel that heartbeat. Not just a heartbeat but a crazy heartbeat when Josh around me. Just by gazing into his beautiful chocolaty eyes made my heart thumping madly. I missed his touch which made me shiver, his smile which warmed my heart, his mouth which only say a beautiful word to me, his wet lips which feel so right against mine, his sweet tongue which skillfully exploring my mouth made me want to explode. I missed to feel all those sensation.
It hurt me to know what Josh had done to me. It hurt me more to know that I still madly in love with him after what he had done.

How come I still miss a person who regards me just as a game to play, a challenge to win? How come I still miss a person who ignores me after what he had done, who didn't bother to apologize and explain everything?
That sounds too bad to be true. Josh is not like that. But that exactly what he had done to me. Exactly.
I glanced out my windows , will he come fetch me today? My heart screamed for him, asking a lot of question. Will he come fetch me today? Will you, Josh? Will you?
"Serena...Serena," I felt my mom shook my shoulder. I looked up at her. My mom and dad looked at me confusedly. Did I say that out loud? I smiled shyly.
"Come, I'll drive you to school," yes, like I have another choice. That's what we call mother instinct. She always knows what I think.
It was a silent journey to the school. I thought my mom has something in mind to talk to me but she just silent.

Should I ask her? She's my mother.I should be able to share everything.
"You said it love's hurt. It did, mom...," I whispered.
She glanced at me and smiled," It's a part of being a teen, sweetie. You are growing up,"
How can my mother be so calm? I was almost crazy with pain, almost crazy with waiting, almost crazy missing somebody who probably doesn't even remember me.
I sighed. My mom looked at me. We already reached our school. I tried to locate Josh car. None.

"You had problem with Josh?," she asked.
I looked up at her. Should I tell her? Will it be bad for her friendship with Michelle? Hmm...it's so hard for me to do this, should I be selfish, tell her everything that have a big risk to ruin their friendship?
Should I?
Should I? Please somebody help me.
No, I should not. I already learned to not be selfish.
Josh had taught me so. Josh...
"No, mom. Well, maybe a little bit,"
She leaned, kissing both my cheeks. It warmed my heart," I know you can handle your own problem,"
I smiled and hurriedly run to school before the bell rang.
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I kept wondering where is Josh? He's not around. Did he gone? Just like that, after everything happen? No, Josh is not like that. Can he be cruel like that?
Slowly, I closed my locker after picking up my things. The view of what I saw after my locker being closed made me want to puke.
It was Kim. She was passionately kissing the new boy, Harry in front of her locker which is just a few steps away from mine. I don't know whether it's me or her, but I felt like want to puke right there. She was kissing him, can I say very unhygienic? Or it just me who am off from Josh kiss for like three days to make me think like that?
I don't know, I really can't think it now.

I was about to move away when I heard Kim smirked. I looked at her, obviously she smirked at me. What was her problem? I have Josh, she has Harry. Wait the minute, did I still have Josh? Now, I was feeling like that I deserve that smirk.
Harry, a handsome guy who just transfers here not long after Josh transferred here. Many people said Harry look like Josh except his dirty blonde hair and cute face. I didn't see a lot of similarities between them but he did look quite same with a same height and muscle body.

Harry is nice, he talked to me few times. Unlike his girlfriend (you know who I mean). But I still wondered why Harry wasting his time with a girl likes that?
I looked at them before I left them, I even replied Harry smile...you know to make Kim jealous. I know it was a success when I heard Kim high pitched voice yelled at Harry.
Better get out from here, Serena.
I walked along the aisle, rounding the corner to my next class. Then suddenly I bumped into a person who coming from the opposite direction. Ouch...it hurt my head. I even blinked a few times as my vision blur.
It was Josh! I blinked again. Yes, it was him. No wonder it hurt my head, I recall that his body is very hard like a stone. I looked up at him and caught his gaze, my heart almost stop beating.

I missed him so much, I felt like I want to hug him tightly. I wanted to reach him, my body aching for him.
"Are you okay?," I asked him when I heard him yelled in pain. If I'm not mistaken, I was the one who get hit, not him.
But still, his face looked like he was in pain. He looked so miserable and messy. But yet he still looks good and handsome.
He glanced at my face and his dry lips curved into a smile. It warmed my heart and made my heart start beating in a faster rate.
I gazed at his lips and wondered why his lips so dry and his face so pale before that dry lips said something that made me want to forget all this things, all this nonsense thing," I missed you so much, baby,"

I can't talk, I was so happy to hear that but I also feel mad because he didn't come to apologize to me. I managed to put that matter aside and enjoy this moment.
At least before this thing go worst.
I want to show him how much I missed him too as I can't speak, I want to show him. I moved closer to him, reaching him to come near me. Slowly, my lips came closer to him, closer, closer, and almost meet his dry lips when he suddenly pulled back.
I must say I was shocked and embarrassed. He coughed a few times.
"Sorry, I can't. Not now. I'll talk to you later," he said and hurriedly leaving me. As he walked past me I can feel his body was in high temperature.
I felt as if he was actually leaving me out of his life. Why did he do that? Why he has to do that? Why?!

Did he really mad at me? It was his fault for god sake, not mine! I stomped my feet loudly as I walked to my class.
I hate him! I hate him! I hate him!
I reached my class and quickly sat at my table. The teacher is not here yet, so were Nicole. Where was she when I need her? I glanced at the door and I saw that Brian needs her more than me.
I sighed, trying to control my tears. No way am I going to cry here. Be strong, Serena. What wrong with my life? It has turned upside down.
I sighed. I think I should stop this. I should stop hoping Josh would come to me and apologize. Maybe I should be gentler to him. I am going to apologize to him and ask him for the explanation. That the better way.
Go, Serena.

I ran out from the class and as fast as I can. Where is josh? I don't want to waste this opportunity. I don't want to have anymore moment thinking that I have loose him.
I ran along the corridor to find him, where is him? I was breathing so hard and still I didn't find him. I stopped at the corner to inhale more air to continue must task when I heard a voice.
"Why did you refuse? Why did you have to refuse everything from me?!," it was Kim's voice. Don't say she was with him now.
Please, no.
"Kim..," it was him. I felt like my knee weakened. Why did he have to be with Kim now when he just turn me down earlier?

Is that why Kim smirked at me? To tell me how fool I am?
" I love you, Josh. Why don't you accept me? I dumped Harry for you,"
"He dumped you, Kim," Josh corrected.
"It doesn't matter. I don't love him. I love you. I dated him because he looks like you,"
"Kim, listen. I...,"
"No, you listen. I love you so much, Josh. Why don't love me?,"
"I...," just that word I heard before there was a long silence. I peaked through the corner to see what happened.

My eyes widened when I saw that blonde head kissed my boyfriend. My boyfriend! I was about to strike her when I heard a loud moan from Josh. It stopped me.
That's it, I can't kiss him but Kim can kiss him and he even moaned loudly. Josh...did you know how much it pained me?
Trying very hard to keep my tears from falling down my cheeks, I forced my foot to run from there. I can barely think anything, I don't know where my foot led me. In my head was full of question, he said his missed me and why did he kissed other girl! Not just other girl, it was Kim!
I kept running from there, from reality until I bumped into somebody.
That's it. Two bumped in a day and it hurt me a lot. I was so tired, my foot tired, my eyes tired, my mind tired and I almost fell to the ground when I felt a large hand held me.
Is it Josh?

"Be careful. Are you okay?," no, it was Harry.
I nodded my head and quickly rubbed away my tears.
"Are you sure you okay?," he asked again.
"Yes. Err...sorry, I look like a mess. But I am okay," I said softly, pulling away my hands from his grip.
"No, you look beautiful,"
"Hmm...err...," I don't know what to say.
"You heard me. You are beautiful," he said quietly and added." If you are not with Josh, I would like to have you,"
"Harry...," I started to feel uncomfortable. Stop this, I don't want anymore problem in my head.

"You are so sweet unlike Kim. I don't understand why I waste my time with a girl like that,"
"You can have another girl. All girl adore you,"
"Did you?,"
"I love Josh...," I said to him softly, asking him to understand.
He smiled at me," I know. That why I didn't make a move on you,"
I smiled back. I started to feel comfortable back.

"Josh is very lucky to have you and you are very lucky to have Josh. He's a nice guy and I respect him so much and that why I didn't try to steal his girlfriend," he winked at me.
I laughed softly at him. We chatted about random things barely aware that we skipped our classes. I really like this guy, I felt so easy to be with him. He made me happy and forgets what had I saw a moment ago.
At least, for a while.
When he asked to drive me home, I accepted the invitation. He was really nice to me and didn't take advantage of my situation.
He is a nice guy who deserves a nice girl. Not a girl like Kim. And of course not me because my heart belong to Josh.
Yes, even though his heart didn't belong to me.
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