You Always Left

Try to find me.

When I miss you.

But I don't. I can't.
It's when times are hard
And I swear what I have to run to
Is never going to be you.

Maybe when I'm upset
I want to be against you
And have you hug me.

Until I get sick.

And let you fade away in the morning
Pretend I'm okay
When really you're so gone now.

You always left.

I miss you
Until I get sick.

And then I feel better again
When I get you onto the page
And bleed all of you away.

You'll never find me any easier
You never looked when I felt.
So I'm so invisible.

When I miss you.