Writing Off My Heart

Writing off the pages of my heart...
Where do I begin? Where do I start?
There is someone who I often think of.
He's everything I wanted and he shows me nothing but love.

We both are in different places in our lives
And the weirdest thing is that we've always fantasized about:
How it would be if we were together,
How we would be each other's lovers.

Nothing of pretense or pretend,
Just genuineness shared between lifelong friends;
Respecting each other in such a way
That it didn't matter what other people say,
Because they are going by what they knew then
When we were young and just started living.

Now we have matured and learning a bit hard.
How the choices we once made was predestined from the start.
We forgive, we let go and we move on.
Allow our hearts to heal before we become one.

Believe me, it will happen one day.
There's just weaning and weaving taking place.
Consequences from mistakes we once made that we must face;
Learning accountability and how we must stand
Through turmoil, hard times and reprimand.

In due time, it will come to pass
When our souls may meet and hearts may join freely,
Unforcefully, together as one again like we were meant to be.