Wow.....

Wow..... so yeah. I'm bored, and I have to tell you something...... you mean the world to me, and I gave you a piece of my heart a year ago..... the only problem is, that piece was holding me together.... I can't function without you... I would go back to that hospital again if it meant just being able to see you again..... I cry all the time because I just know we could be together, but you'd go to jail...... I love you so much, it physically hurts....I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't function.... and I can't do anything about it... it kills me knowing we have to wait over a year to be together... what if.... idk. I just really miss you. My heart hurts now. It misses you beyond belief. I can't wait till the day I see you again... but it will kill me to let go.... I love you.