Without You

Since I left
Has anything changed?
Is there anything you regret?
Or is everything the same?

When I left, I left as two
I came back as one
I went to try and find myself
To try and figure out what had happened

While I was gone I realized some things
For one, I didn't make the mistake, you did
Every where I went you were a part of me
And blaming you doesn't solve anything

I learned to accept all my mistakes
And forget about what could have been
To focus on the future and forget about the past
And smile through the worst possible

Walking away was the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But it was the only choice
It was the best decision for me and you
And we will see how it turns out

You're right when you say I still care
And yes I still love you
But things aren't ever going to change
No matter what I say or do

But everything is all okay
You might see the truth hidden throughout the lies
But my scars can never be covered
And you can never be replaced

When I ever miss you, I just close my eyes
I count to three and open them
Then all I'm able to see
Is the whole past with me and you

I know I need to just let go
And throw away everything that's still left
Try to start a new beginning
And only this time, it has to be without you.