Will I Marry Him?? Chapter Two

As days passed my bond with Sharma grew thicker. I never took serious of anything that Sharma said. Statements that he would say quite often are:
"Emily you are the more beautiful than any other girl"
"Baby, I love u so much but I don't know why"
"I want to marry you"

In the beginning days I never took those words seriously. I would always kid him whenever he says those things. A day came when I realized that he truly likes me. It was a day on which my charming brother in law expired. Hearing that Sharma and Anita conveyed their sorry for me and my family. Sharma said to Anita "I have no one to bother about me in this world. God could have taken my life instead of his". I heard those words through Anita later which raised my respect and love for Sharma. No one could have said those words unless they love that person deeply.
Sharma called me frequently and consoled me during those difficult days.

He said "Emily no one can change the things that have happened. Console yourself. You are the one who should give strength to your family". He gave me all the courage that I needed. I became more dependent on him during those days. Those days enriched our relationship.

Days passed by. We relied on each other more. We fought, understood, cared for each other.

One day Anita said "Emily, Sharma was asking for your photo, so I have mailed him a few"
I got furious "What, Anita how could you do this?? Why didn't you inform me before sending? I would have stopped u"
"Am sorry just some photos.."
"Ah Anita you are just too much"
I was very angry but I couldn't reflect. I was frustrated by her actions.

I was expecting call from Sharma but I never got one. A day passed, I waited but another day too.. now I was quite sure that he didn't want to speak with after seeing my photo. May be he is quite upset about my appearance.

I called him but he didn't pick I gave up later. I felt hurt deeply. I felt his absence. I feared that something would have happened to him. I prayed that everything should be o.k.

The third day I got a call from Sharma. I was very happy.
"Hi Sharma.. how r u.. why didn't u call me all these days??? Am angry on you"
"Sorry baby"
"Who want your sorry... go to hell.. bye"
"Hey sexy", after those words I heard a sound. It was something that I have never heard from him.. It was the kissing sound.. yes Sharma kissed me (only through phone).. wow so good to hear..mmm.. I could feel my increased blood flow. It was something new. He started kissing continuously.. First I was taken aback I didn't say anything, but as he was doing it non stopping I said "Oh Sharma stop it. I can't stand anymore"

He laughed but didn't stop. I begged to stop (but I never want him to stop).
After giving kisses to every part of my body he stopped.
I was frozen. He said "baby sorry for not attending the call, but I was hospitalized due to heavy fever"

I felt shame for doubting him. I apologized.

That was the start, I was used to his kisses and I would get it daily. His kisses are my mascot.

I got plenty of kisses from him but I never gave him one. I feared to give that too mainly through phone. I don't know how it would sound. So always I refused.

I was in my home on a weekend. My phone rang I knew it was Sharma, so I raised the Television volume (so that my mom won't hear what I speak) and answered his call.
"Hi darling how r u.. Miss u"
"Hey baby am fine..then wassup???"
"mm.. Nothing special here.."
"I heard that someone named Emily is going to give kisses today"
"ha ha nice joke.. never"
"Hmm.. If u don't give it is ok. I will make a call to your mom's number and I will get it from her"
"Oh Sharma.. don't be silly.."
"What.. if you don't give I will call her.. its for sure".
I was dumbstruck by his words.