Wild Race

I just can't compete in this race for your heart far too many things stand in the way of you seeing me for who I really am, I know I haven't always done what is right by you plus what you said about the other guys not being me are true, I may not have what they have or be where they are in life but I do know who I belong to I also know the many things that I had to face in order for me to turn out this way, you call them countless mistakes but I call them learning curves my many down falls and short comings were only preparing me for what was waiting ahead of me, they can't hold a candle to my character or old school charm it's just that you give them the many sides of your soul that you once gave to me plus so much more than I have never seen, it wasn't that my eyes we're not open or that my heart wasn't ready to receive you it was just that you stated I never showed I cared to get to know you that away, now I know that if I were to say these words to you that you may feel utterly confused that's why I have to choose to either run this race for your all or stop before I get to far from the starting gate.