Why Would You Want a Kid
This is a poem that I just made needing to get some of it out on paper instead of stressing over it in my head again and again.
Do you remember when I was little
Do you remember all the times you and dad use to fight
Ever time you drank wine or booze
Do you?
I didn't think so
Let me remind you.
When I was 6 your son saw you do to his father when you were still together
There you were drinking again
Sitting at auntie Lills house drinking and drinking
Then you come home after she kicks you out cause your acting like a bitch
You come home stumbling over your words
Walking into walls
And passing out on the toilet
While your six-year-old son was watching you.
Then your husband was trying to help you into bed
Or sitting on the couch to go to sleep.
And you get pissed because he is helping you
You stupid C _ _ T
Why did you act that way.
Because of you I thought that was normal
Seeing you throwing plates, bowls, cups, beer bottles, liquor bottles, knife
Anything that you could get your hands on
I hate you!
Here's your six-year-old son watching you do everything to dad
Because I'm scared my mom is going to kill my dad
I start to cry.
You start to run after me because, well I don't know
Your calling me names like little baby, sally girl, crying baby because I crying and six
I've seen you as the best mom
And I've seen you as the worst mom that ever existed
You told me how to kill my self
You saw lines on my arms
Told me instead of going across go up and down
You crazy selfish bitch
I hope you burn in hell you fucking drunk.
I've seen you swallow up a bottle of bayers aspirin trying to kill your self
When I was six]
What is wrong with you
Then you get pissed because dad is hitting you in the back and putting his fingers down your throat trying to make you puke up the aspirin
So I don't have to watch my mom kill herself
I finally found out why I thought I use to love you
I was scared of you
Your son was scared of you.
Is there some thing wrong with that picture or is it just me?
I'm scared to get married because of you
I don't want to have children because of you
I would never want my children to go through the hell you put yours through.
I never want to even take the chance of marrying such a nice women and have her turn out the way you did
Making her children go through hell and back
I'll never love you again
I'll always hate you
Your friend
Jake
Do you remember all the times you and dad use to fight
Ever time you drank wine or booze
Do you?
I didn't think so
Let me remind you.
When I was 6 your son saw you do to his father when you were still together
There you were drinking again
Sitting at auntie Lills house drinking and drinking
Then you come home after she kicks you out cause your acting like a bitch
You come home stumbling over your words
Walking into walls
And passing out on the toilet
While your six-year-old son was watching you.
Then your husband was trying to help you into bed
Or sitting on the couch to go to sleep.
And you get pissed because he is helping you
You stupid C _ _ T
Why did you act that way.
Because of you I thought that was normal
Seeing you throwing plates, bowls, cups, beer bottles, liquor bottles, knife
Anything that you could get your hands on
I hate you!
Here's your six-year-old son watching you do everything to dad
Because I'm scared my mom is going to kill my dad
I start to cry.
You start to run after me because, well I don't know
Your calling me names like little baby, sally girl, crying baby because I crying and six
I've seen you as the best mom
And I've seen you as the worst mom that ever existed
You told me how to kill my self
You saw lines on my arms
Told me instead of going across go up and down
You crazy selfish bitch
I hope you burn in hell you fucking drunk.
I've seen you swallow up a bottle of bayers aspirin trying to kill your self
When I was six]
What is wrong with you
Then you get pissed because dad is hitting you in the back and putting his fingers down your throat trying to make you puke up the aspirin
So I don't have to watch my mom kill herself
I finally found out why I thought I use to love you
I was scared of you
Your son was scared of you.
Is there some thing wrong with that picture or is it just me?
I'm scared to get married because of you
I don't want to have children because of you
I would never want my children to go through the hell you put yours through.
I never want to even take the chance of marrying such a nice women and have her turn out the way you did
Making her children go through hell and back
I'll never love you again
I'll always hate you
Your friend
Jake
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