Why Do I Feel The Way I Do

Every night before I go to bed, a flash goes through me of all the stuff we have been doing together with. I miss you and you know it. Even though you left I still think of you no matter what. I don't hear your voice any more, but only in my dreams. Why did you leave? I miss you alot. The guy you broke up with has been missing you and he thinks you have forgotten all about him. He thought you two could still be friends, but now he's having second thoughts now. I can't explain the way why I feel the way I do, but I know its there. Why I couldn't tell you how the way I feel I don't myself, because there was something about you that made me ashamed of myself. I miss you and I couldn't tell you myself. Well I hope you understand, I have feelings for you, and always will. I will never forget you for the rest of my life, and beyond.