Why Can't This Be Easy?

Suicide seemed like bliss.
Almost as simple as a kiss.

The pain I've imagined according to you.
Then I guess I must've imagined yours too.

The lights keep fading and so is my Heart.
Can I ever be forgiven for tearing this all apart?

You always said you'd be there for me.
But change happens and adjustment of scenery.

The lies you always told.
Seemed to start getting old.

Nothing I could do could make you smile.
I ran through Hell for miles and Miles.

You were just another forgotten friend.
Seemed you wanted to follow the trend.

Then you decided you wanted more than I was willing to give.
I only wanted you to grow up a bit and simply Live.

But that's impossible I guess I've learned.
Will what I say ever get to be heard?