Why Am I Not Good Enough For You?

Why isn't anything ever good enough for you?
No matter what goes on or how much I give,
you always need more.

And for some reason,
I gave you my heart, my soul,
and you are yet to be satisfied.
You have to make things so complicated when they could be so simple.
And God could only say why I'm still holding on after all this time.
Although I would do almost anything for you,
there are still a few small things that I hold dear to me,
and a few responsibilities that I'm not ready to deal with yet.
Even though you get so pissed when I won't do as you ask every once in a while;
I still beg and plead for you not to be upset.
And, for some reason,
that pisses you off even more.
Forgive me for trying to hold on to the one thing I truly love in this world!
Don't tell me that I'm not good to you.
Don't tell me that I'm not there for you.
Don't tell me that I don't love you with all of my being;

and that I'm not good enough.

Quite frankly,
I think it's complete bullshit that you can ask everything of me,
and degrade me and most of all say to me the things you say ,

and you know I'd take it.
I wish you could see through my eyes~
just for once.
Then you'd understand that with you,
good enough is never good enough.