Who I Am

I try to draw what you see
Everything I that I have made myself to be
I draw my face, my lips, my eyes
But i just cant figure out what it is that attracts guys

I stray myself away from relationships
Some don't say no because being honest, makes you seem like a bitch
Why cant I just be myself
Why does everyone try to change me

Or try to make me better
And when I do change, it switches up the weather
I'm done trying
I'm done trying to impress them

I don't need this
I don't need that
I don't need them
And I don't need a "him"

It isn't about independence
Its about who I am
Why can't you just accept that,
You can dream, and talk about the perfect one

Why can't you just be a teen and not worry about love
I worried and worried and finally found that I was missing out on fun
When your with someone, your only tied up, and all that time wasted you find that she isn't the one.