Whispered Dreams Chapter 8: EXPLANATIONS!!
Jake is asking for an explanation... but will Zoey give it???
Jake's point of view
Okay.... This is awkward. I was hoping to knock on the door and when Zoey answered it, give her a dead glare like I wanted to murder her but nope, no knocking needed here. She's outside and she's carrying Noah like a teddy bear and what was that? She was talking cute with him? She was close with her brother? Odd.... I had no idea...
Past two weeks Zoey didn't talk to me, and seemed like talked to no one. I thought she couldn't go anti-social on us. What the hell is going on? I'm sure I'm missing something here. Anyway, I was planning on showing her the looks that could kill her if it was possible and ask her for an explanation for this shitty thing but she looked so happy right now. How can I yell at her like I planned when she's clearly happy and shedding tears for it? Why is she so happy?
"Zhhooey....zhoeeyy" Noah said pointing at me. She obviously didn't notice because she jumped making a girly sound. Wait! What? Noah just spoke her name? Oh... that explains her squeaking.
She started talking to Noah again in a cutest tone I've ever heard. God!! She sounded so bloody cute. I just wanted to jump at her from behind and... I don't know what I wanted to do... damn that fueled up anger sure is going outta window. Urrghhhh... I'm feeling so like a dumbass right now. Gotta stop it Jake! Stop it! Do something!! Let her know you can see and bloody damn hear her and you love it...no not the last part...
Shit!!! Did I just fake cough??? What the fu....
Zoey looked amazing... hadn't she be crying? Dude what the hell? Was I checking Zoey out? She gave me a what-the-hell-are-you-doing-here look and things just went awkward after that. Man... who just turned the heater on??? I swear I'm about to boil right now...
Speak, Zoey speak.... Say something... why is this so awkward? Didn't we use to talk before we were in this weird situation? I remember talking to her for hours... why can't I fucking talk??? Dude what is wrong with you?
Just when I thought she would say something, she looked behind me and probably noticed something or someone because she lifted her index finger like to say shut up and wait... and moved past me... leaving me with Noah. Ooh, what was that... yeah that was a silent slap on the face...
Man I am so mad now! I turned around to see where she was headed to... there was a guy turned backwards. They started talking and he gave her something... what's that? A paper? A letter?
She took it and headed towards me, she obviously didn't want me to see the letter. She put it in her pants pockets. Whatever... she took Noah in and didn't invite me inside. Guess I'll just have to wait outside.
"Okay... Jake what are you doing here? Why did you come?" Zoey said coming right at my face literally, her hands on my stomach pushing me to her backyard. I could feel her breath in my face.
Okay... stupid thing to realize right now but she is just about the height Annie is, and if it were Annie right now we would be making out right now. I know stupid!!
She pushed me all the way to her backyard. We glared at each other all the way.
What the fuck is this chick's problem? She's treating me like some jerk that dumped her... she's treating me like a jerk. What the hell is her deal? I'm so fucked up and pissed off.
"What am I doing here?? Huh??? Now I am not allowed here?? Is that what you're referring to huh??" I yelled so bad I felt my throat burn.
"Look Jake... I'm just asking you why you are here. You don't look like you're here for fucking chit chats... so what do you want?" she yelled back.
"YEAH I'M NOT HERE FOR FUCKING CHIT CHATS!!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ZOEY? WHY ARE YOU IGNORING US? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IGNORING ME?" I yelled even louder if that was possible.
She knew exactly why I was here. She knew it but she wanted me to ask.
"It's complicated" she whispered, her eyes on the ground.
"I'm sure I can keep up. I'm sure I'll get anything if you bother to explain" I said anger not ready to leave my tone.
"I don't think I can explain it right now Jake... it's just difficult...really damn difficult... I can't... I just..."
I cut her off, "So ignoring us is gonna make it easy? What the fuck did Sarah told you? And don't make me think that you're not fucking smart enough to believe what the bitch told. Because I know you better. I know you know that whatever she told is wrong"
Okay I don't know what the fuck that was about but I guess it worked; she moved toward the Pandora swing and sat in it, eyes still on the ground.
That swing was OUR place. Zoey and I sat there hours talking in the past. We have like thousands of special memories on it. And again the swing would be the place she would talk to me, give me explanation I was looking for, so that I would at least know what the problem was. I wanted the solution bad. I am not letting her let go of me... I mean us.
I am not letting that happen.
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Okay.... This is awkward. I was hoping to knock on the door and when Zoey answered it, give her a dead glare like I wanted to murder her but nope, no knocking needed here. She's outside and she's carrying Noah like a teddy bear and what was that? She was talking cute with him? She was close with her brother? Odd.... I had no idea...
Past two weeks Zoey didn't talk to me, and seemed like talked to no one. I thought she couldn't go anti-social on us. What the hell is going on? I'm sure I'm missing something here. Anyway, I was planning on showing her the looks that could kill her if it was possible and ask her for an explanation for this shitty thing but she looked so happy right now. How can I yell at her like I planned when she's clearly happy and shedding tears for it? Why is she so happy?
"Zhhooey....zhoeeyy" Noah said pointing at me. She obviously didn't notice because she jumped making a girly sound. Wait! What? Noah just spoke her name? Oh... that explains her squeaking.
She started talking to Noah again in a cutest tone I've ever heard. God!! She sounded so bloody cute. I just wanted to jump at her from behind and... I don't know what I wanted to do... damn that fueled up anger sure is going outta window. Urrghhhh... I'm feeling so like a dumbass right now. Gotta stop it Jake! Stop it! Do something!! Let her know you can see and bloody damn hear her and you love it...no not the last part...
Shit!!! Did I just fake cough??? What the fu....
Zoey looked amazing... hadn't she be crying? Dude what the hell? Was I checking Zoey out? She gave me a what-the-hell-are-you-doing-here look and things just went awkward after that. Man... who just turned the heater on??? I swear I'm about to boil right now...
Speak, Zoey speak.... Say something... why is this so awkward? Didn't we use to talk before we were in this weird situation? I remember talking to her for hours... why can't I fucking talk??? Dude what is wrong with you?
Just when I thought she would say something, she looked behind me and probably noticed something or someone because she lifted her index finger like to say shut up and wait... and moved past me... leaving me with Noah. Ooh, what was that... yeah that was a silent slap on the face...
Man I am so mad now! I turned around to see where she was headed to... there was a guy turned backwards. They started talking and he gave her something... what's that? A paper? A letter?
She took it and headed towards me, she obviously didn't want me to see the letter. She put it in her pants pockets. Whatever... she took Noah in and didn't invite me inside. Guess I'll just have to wait outside.
"Okay... Jake what are you doing here? Why did you come?" Zoey said coming right at my face literally, her hands on my stomach pushing me to her backyard. I could feel her breath in my face.
Okay... stupid thing to realize right now but she is just about the height Annie is, and if it were Annie right now we would be making out right now. I know stupid!!
She pushed me all the way to her backyard. We glared at each other all the way.
What the fuck is this chick's problem? She's treating me like some jerk that dumped her... she's treating me like a jerk. What the hell is her deal? I'm so fucked up and pissed off.
"What am I doing here?? Huh??? Now I am not allowed here?? Is that what you're referring to huh??" I yelled so bad I felt my throat burn.
"Look Jake... I'm just asking you why you are here. You don't look like you're here for fucking chit chats... so what do you want?" she yelled back.
"YEAH I'M NOT HERE FOR FUCKING CHIT CHATS!!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ZOEY? WHY ARE YOU IGNORING US? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IGNORING ME?" I yelled even louder if that was possible.
She knew exactly why I was here. She knew it but she wanted me to ask.
"It's complicated" she whispered, her eyes on the ground.
"I'm sure I can keep up. I'm sure I'll get anything if you bother to explain" I said anger not ready to leave my tone.
"I don't think I can explain it right now Jake... it's just difficult...really damn difficult... I can't... I just..."
I cut her off, "So ignoring us is gonna make it easy? What the fuck did Sarah told you? And don't make me think that you're not fucking smart enough to believe what the bitch told. Because I know you better. I know you know that whatever she told is wrong"
Okay I don't know what the fuck that was about but I guess it worked; she moved toward the Pandora swing and sat in it, eyes still on the ground.
That swing was OUR place. Zoey and I sat there hours talking in the past. We have like thousands of special memories on it. And again the swing would be the place she would talk to me, give me explanation I was looking for, so that I would at least know what the problem was. I wanted the solution bad. I am not letting her let go of me... I mean us.
I am not letting that happen.
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