Where I Go From Here

Here I sit
all alone
dead solid as a stone
wondering where
I go from here
hell I’ll just grab
another beer.

F*** it all
cause it don’t matter
cause sittin here
I’m just gettin madder

I open my drawer
pull out my gun
get ready to have
some f***ing fun

Why live I mean
my best friends gone
I want my life to be over
what the f*** is takin so long?

I hold the gun
to my chest
as I try to
forget

I pull the trigger
there it goes
what happens now?
only God knows.