When Will It Be Over?

Everything around me was built,
My walls never went down,
My smile was there only to certain people.

I had everything planned out,
All my worries were pushed to the side,
I had the perfect family, amazing friends.

You came along and made it so much better,
I smiled and was happy more and more,
I lit up like a butterfly.

I opened my heart to you,
I let my walls down,
I gave you my entire heart, my entire world.

I never thought we would end up like this,
I never thought we wouldn't be happy anymore,
I never thought you would leave.

I never even, thought you would break a promise to me,
But there were so many broken promises,
There were so many heart broken moments.

I am so sick of this life now,
I just want to be happy all over again,
I want this to be nightmare.